Thursday, April 03, 2008
Things have not been sailing smoothly as I wanted it to be.It's just totally sucks for me.It's so unfair to the ITE students to apply for polytechnics. In Republic Polytechnic, we are only allowed to apply and are NOT allowed to appeal for the course we wanted. Not even once~WTF?~Friends then advise me to appeal in Nan Yang Polytechnic, which is so far from me can?!! I am going to try one last time for my luck tomorrow, if they still dont give me a chance, I guess I can jolly well give up! Am going back to Clementi ITE to get a testimonial from Mr Clement and hopefully the testimonial helps. God blessThe weather today describle my feelings. Heaven rain-ed as if it's pouring out all my sorrows in my heart. I sighed while looking at the rain.Im so alone.Im breaking down.Lying flat on the floorSo dead.Sorrows filled up my entire world. Just me. Alone in this pathetic world.
If I were to spell out the word on my mind loudly, I would sayLet me vanish into the thin air with nothing left on my mind. Peacfully~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
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