Thursday, August 31, 2006
was totally irritated by~HP ringin~ga lang gu niearly in the monringHP rings all the way from ytd night to this morning~couldn't sleep well as i nd to pick up and reply msg all night tro until this morning~den the tootpid ' ga lang gu ni ' came about one hr after my HP finally stop ringing..i dun understand..why must the tootpid ' ga lang gu ni ' wake up so freakin early and shout here and there when everyone's still in bed !!!' ga lang gu ni ' doesnt sleep at all ???~who can tell me the ans~i'm really very tired after all the playing yesterday~went to sch at ard 1 plusplay badminton with mao mao they all againwasnt a nice game this timecox i'm havin feverden KL jio us to go catch a moive called 'snake on plane'i must say it's a nice show after all even though i covered my eyes on most of the partsden went to mac to have some fries before going for poolwe den pair up in twos and challengemaomao and kiwi~ah gu and wei ming~Eric and me~i wasnt good that playin pool at all so Eric teachs me some of the basic skills while maomao and wei ming are having war~and so we play play and play...tootpid KL sit down dere and do nth~ lolsshit him (oops!)den we went back homie and restmaomao send ah gu back~KL and eric send hong wee back~while me and wei ming took cab home~(tootpid wei ming was laughin at me all the way in cab~)(about smth which i cnt say here cox it's damn ps)den sms with KL until i fall aslp~that's how i past my day yesterday~fun and more fun~and today !!!i'm being disturb my tootpid ' ga lang gu ni ' !!!nb~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
3:29 PM
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
arh !!!those feelin are backthose irritating feelinsi guess i shouldn't be part of them since sch startwas filled with joy in the 1st place that i got my gers with me this yrbut things went totally wrongyes! so wrongi've been thinkin about this for so longbut i couldnt come out with an positive answeri really hate myselfhate those feelinkeep askin myselfam i that bad ?does those actions related to my temper?if it is~i'm already tryin my best to control my freaking temperand it isn't as simple as breathin in and outhai~ forget it~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
9:19 PM
Monday, August 28, 2006
i cried...like nobody business...cried and cried...keep crying...came back home from sch~decided to look for the Sims CD~but i found a CD contain '' LILO AND SITICH2 '' instead~Wonder how i got the CD~and so i watch~so touchin...!!until i cry and cry and cry like nobody business~i hate the person who invent lilo and stitchBUTi really wanted to thank the person who invent lilo and stitchi really love lilo and stitch~really so touching~i'm still so sad tro the story has a good ending~it's really touching~really~i guess nobody understand how i feel...
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
6:22 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
*cough*hai~found a way out~on how to control~and that's avoid~yes! avoid~good... now~ this tootpid kai liang ask me to blog about ' How pig am i 'lol...how am i supposed to blog with this...' How pig am i 'Rubbish~hai~ i guess i'll try my best to ...that's all..
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:10 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
ohno~ohno~ohno~how to control...!!!oh man~anyone?anqii nd help here...*sadded*
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
6:13 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
she's hurtLook, Look at her smile~u see her smile everywhere she went...but somehow~i noe she's not happy~saddness hid behind her smile~tryin to use her smile that carries saddness behind it to replaced her pain in heart~Love to act strongbut lost to the world of saddnessMy fren,stop acting strong when u are weak~jia you wor~next !!me..?hai...sick~fever~cough~flu~dun nd a doc to cure me~ but mummy ....!!it's been dunno how long since i last saw my mum...i just dun understand why...all of us are human~but why do we share a different kinda life?i just wan a happy family instead of...i just wish that until now~ my mum can still play games with their children just like my fren's...i just...haix...life is so unfair~blame it on urself when u are born in this kinda family~but.. at least Jesus is with me~at least dere's still some1 who will NV betray u...*cough*cough*alright~ now! one last thingy b4 i get ready for my training later on~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIA QIAN~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...a little msg to Jia Qian~( but i doubt she'll get to see this msg.. but anyway)Happy Birthday to my dearest fren...!!i love u~hope we dun lost contact~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:28 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
sick~oh man~i played a total of 6 HOURS of badminton today in sch~6 HOURS~gosh! =.=''no lesson for the whole day and we were not informed! arh~so.. decided to play badminton since Mr Lee say he wants to play~he's quite good...hahas.. next, we play with the 'F4' =.= *diao*wei mingkai liangmao mao??? ( dunno his name )this four kuku head... quite good in badminton too~1st match.. me and ah gu against mao mao and wei ming~leading in the 1st set.. but den still lose... wa kao~hahas.. was having really lotsa fun at that time... i wanna say thank to them too..so gentlemen buy water for us and refused to take our money~but that mao mao...! keep pickin on me~ hump!come! lets play again next time~ah gu and me sure beat u next time~ woohoohoo !!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
8:47 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
yea~Lao shi won~hahas.. happy for her..!went to dover today to support her..but no voice to shout due to e tootpid virus in my throat~well.. chocolates did it~ hahas.. but i'm the one at fault~ eat 5 packets of chocolates at one go..and i forget to drink lotsa water~ that's y virus got the chance to attack me~ =(Lao shi tot she's losing cox they lose the 1st set~ but den... keke* aiyo~ in the end they won lahx~ lazy to say that much..next~ rush back to sch after Lao shi won her match as ah gu nd to rush for her project... den i was sleeping like no body business when ah gu's struggling with the project~ keke* poor thingyden i woke up and teacher say.. " anqi.. wake up ler huh?'' den i smile back to teacher with my blur look.. hahas~ den he say that '' project finish ler hor~ everytime slp in my lesson'' den i smile back again~ dunno wad to say den smile back~Cough*cough*throat so painful today~ cox i forget that i'm having score throat and i went to eat chilli.. and my thoat got worst... tootpid me~i got a elmo today~ it's from helene! so cute... hahas.. thank you helene... muack! i love it alot~ thank you~XDnext...DUN TEST MY PATIENT~ u wan trouble ? i give u trouble !!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
9:47 PM
Monday, August 21, 2006
Thank you Lester!!hmmm...project again~but today is the last day~got to hang up tomorrow~chong arh~ !!!after tonight... my play-time is finally back~will not be so busy after tml~ hahas yea!jia you aNqii~gogogo!!!keke~hmmm... was being acused for stealin at homie~wtf !!U noe wad's the meaning of steal not~orh~' if i found something in ur room~ tot u misplace it or wad shit.. den i pick it up and give it to u... 'SO! this is wad u mean 'stealin' ar...! pro~ pro~ where the hell u learn ur english... i wan to join too~pls lahx~ next time think b4 u shit everything out of ur mouth... i wun say that u are retarded for reply me slow~ u dun even say thank...! and u acused me~ good... very good... HAHAHA! thank you ar...!! thank you~nb!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:00 PM
hmmm...am bloggin now in sch~very tired~haven got a chance to slp yesterday~ was having some problems with der project... nearly give up on doing~ hahas.. but lucky lester offer his help~ thx !!came to sch with heavy head.. everytime i ton or din get to slp... my head will become more and more heavy... den slowly... i'm in da shity mood again~ but this time... hahas... unexpected !went to play table tennis during our 2 hr break~ this is my 1st time playing table tennis... so.. i was like.. ji shou ya jiao der ( chicken hand and duck leg ) all i do was anyhow swing the bat.. hahas~ den i notice that that hui min was staring at ah yuan's shoes.. hahas.. it's nike.. that's y!hui min loves nike~ alot~ hahas.. den i exchange one side of the shoes with hui min.. and her shoes was like damn big size lor~ omg~ BIG FOOT...!! lolsXDtoday~ lao shi's going to dover to have war again~ i wun be able to go dere support my lao shi~ so sry =(so! JIA YOU wor~ must help us revenge !! keke*hao lahx~ i think that should be all~ got to go ler.. will blog again when i reach homie~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:32 PM
Sunday, August 20, 2006
hmmm... shity mood today~ about family problem~so i went out wif helene~shop until i siaoleg so pain now~din buy much~but at least it cheer me up a little~rushing my project now~but still dunno wad to do and i'm sucked!forget it~maybe i should really quit sch~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:50 PM
wOohOo~back from work~ate alot during working time~aunties dere were very good to me~espically ah may auntie~hahas.. she has a nick name dere.. created by me.. ( by accident )gao siao xing dong~ lols...today's wrking time was 0730am - 1230pm...woke up early today after having only 2 hrs of slp~was talkin to shu wei last night.. that's why i got to cut dw on my slp-ing hrs...talk alot ytd with him~found out that acutally he's quite daring~ oops..! hope he's not readin.. hahas..ok! back to topic... went to wrk this morning with a happy mood.. reason is because i'm working with ah may auntie today~ and another reason is... i finally can go shoppin...yea!hahas.. but i got to skip my vball training as i had already promised helene to go shopping.. hope jiao lian dun mind~ kekehmmm.. after work.. went straight homie.. nd some rest b4 i shop~ keke...den i had a long talk with papa.. papa keep saying is mummy's fault... den papa told me the whole story starting from the beginning... nearly cry out but i 'ren'i realised i really owed papa alot~ recalling back den... everyone in this family hate papa.. always tot that papa was in the wrong cox he dun trust mummy... and i came to realised that papa really got hurt deep dw in his heart... no body wans him back den.. i felt so bad... as a daughter.. i actually treat him so bad.. scolded him and dun even call him when he comes homie.. i used to hate him so much... i hope Jesus will forgive me~ i really understand how papa feel.. he's really hurt... so deep so deep~ imgine the whole family wouldn't want to stay/be with him after mummy offically divorce with papa...i really dunno wad will happen to him~ wil he feel lonely and such? will he ever feel regret for giving me a chance to live in this world? or will he still love me despite i treated him that way~i dunno wad to do now~ nobody understand papa~ even my sister and brother.. they really dun understand him.. and due to this reason~ my brother and sister might choose to live with mummy in future~ wad about me? i used to hate him alot and wan mummy and papa to divorce...haix...u see lahx~ this kinda daughter like me really is despicable !! hai.. i duuno wad else can i say~ in shity moody again~hai =( sianzation!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
1:47 PM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
man~
so fed up wif bloggy~
couldn't log in~
try so many times den can~
F!
hahas.. just came back from work.. received a sms from my sister saying the thingy i brought online finally arrived~
so i quicken my pace with bread in my mouth...
anyway~ say so much oso no use..
let the pictures do the talking bahX..
yea~ hahas.. my BFD you jiu ler... ah bee lao shi going to teach me~ wan shui !!
LAO SHI~ jia you on monday wor~ i see if i can skip lesson and go support u... okie? jia you wor~ keke*
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:50 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
yawn~cough*cough*came back homie and no one was at home...i really hate being alone...!!really~tonight is a lonely night for me...xiao mei gone to her tootpid sch for tootpid CCA...ah di went to ah yi's hz to have dinner...hai =(papa wake me up at ard 7+... ask me to go buy dinner for him...den i asked him buy how many person... he said 2 lahx! haixwhich means left me and papa alone in this hz... i dun wan lahx~ sobbiehaix... in shity moody again~ went to buy 5 packet of chocolates while waiting for my chicken rice to be ready.. hahas~papa scolded me for eating so much cocoS...den after eating.. papa FORCE me to do housework! THAT'S THE REASON y i dun like to be wif papa alone in this house.. whenever ah mei not at homie.. i got to do all those kuku housework... den papa sit dw dere and relax... HUMP!ask me do this and that...~ nb!hai! i missed mama...~ whenever i think of mama... i'll start to cry... MUMMY!!!! mummy... mummy... mummy...who can understand wad i'm going throught!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:18 PM
I AM SO THE FUCKING PISSED OFF~ !!!got to act happy in front of everyone~ wth... everythingy went wrong today! just wad's the fucking wrong with me!! i cnt control my temper...! and it's fucking irriating when i got to keep everythingy inside~U!! bullshiting~ say out the truth in front of me lahx! wad the hell u wan~ u tell me...!! because of ur fucking attitude... i nearly offend everyone! u FCB~ARH! enough.. forget it~off to slp!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
4:23 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
beelin~ u peeped!! hahas..*munching choco* yummy~ ma ma mi ar! Muack... kuku boy brought me a packet of chocolates after the badminton match... as a ' an wei ' cox i've got a SHIT mood after the match~ i'm just so sucks at badminton! so freaking sucks! yes... sucks..! arhX!! hahas XD but i'm alright now... chocolates always does the helping in my mood.. chocolates always bring up my shity mood to oh-happy-happy-mood... keke *wink*now~ let me tell u guys wad i get from badminton match this two days...BACKSIDE PAIN~HAND BLUEBLACK~LEG INJURED~and the most goody thingy that makes me happy is.. keke.. i lost 2 kg~ 2kg in 2 days... yea man~ ale luya~hahas.. so.. finally.. badminton competition is over~ and i can say i can concentrate on my vball training once again~but happy days are still far away! man~ i wan my play time!!! ohya! i did mentioned beelin earlier am i right? hahas..this tootpid kuku funny pi gu ger ar! noe her through badminton.. ever played a game with her... a pro i can say.. hahas.. BUT !! BUT !! i say BUT hor... she's a cock talker... pro in cock talker too... keke* ( beelin.. if u are reading this right now... i got smth to say... dun wry.. anqii wun say sry.. but...nanny nanny poo poo~)hahas.. ok lahx.. overall she's a nice pi gu fren to be with i guess... hahas..let's play again someday! if u win me again~ i am going to send u to outer space!yawn~ =.=Zzzz ....time for lazy anqii to go orh orh ler.. used up all her energy today! yawn~ good night everyone.. sweet dream!arh! backside pain~ !!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
5:58 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
wOoHOo~badminton competition~We Lost !score : 11/2119/21wasn't prepared the 1st match~ and ah gu and i haven got enough training b4 our competition~NOT EVEN ONE TRAINING!!gosh~ =.=but still.. i hope we are going to win tml's match.. against central team!! omg =.=''hahas.. anyway~ try my best can ler.. as long as i dun feel regret.. i'm happy~like wad coach say.. i still got a chance next yr.. just try even more harder den i'll be in the team once again~jia you aNqii !!cough* cough* cough*having cough again~ but not that serious..eyes got infection i think~ sian! forgot to take it out last night b4 i slp...and i slp wif my contact lens on til morning... couldn't open my eye big when i wake up this morning... went to toilet with my eyes closed... rinse my face with lotsa water b4 i finally realised my contact lens still in my eyes!tried to take out.. but failed on the 1st try.. 2nd time.. failed too~den i started to panic... no chose left for me~ *pull* my eyes wide and rinse it using running water tap.. imagine u put ur eye under the water fall... water hits ur EYE and can u tahan the pain...? haha.. den finally it drop out.. as a result.. i nd to wear my glasses to sch...nd to let my eye rest b4 i nd to wear my contact lens back again during badminton competiton..anyway~ ah gu! jia you...i love u~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
8:30 PM
Monday, August 14, 2006
Woo! hahas!having break now~ but ending soon...today end sch earlier den going homie straight to have a good rest before i go for work..taking over ying's shift as she nd to go over to dunno wad kuku place to pay for her fine..! hahas.. poor thingy! XDhai! hao fan wor! so busy this week! so much thingy waiting for me.. really got no time for fun...HUMP ! i swear to have fun after this week is over! Tao's birthday comin.. promised him to celebrate with him.. but i really dun feel like doing so.. he's back to ying.. and he still treat me like he's ****-**** ***** !! nb~ wad the hell is this ? i'm your god-sister hor! As i say.. dun make me hate u! i'll do wad ever shit i can to avoid u! Come to the worst.. at most i dun contact everyone even ying!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:57 PM
arh!!!project project and project~sian~ had been staying at homie these few days doing the tootpid project!keep changin my mind on wad to do...until today,13 August 06 den i've decided on doing on ' lilo and stitch 'man~ i really nd help~ but chun hao's sick! couldn't come over and help! but lucky tootpid lester help me some! haha..thanks les..!! owe u 1hahas.. hmm... come to think of it.. i haven been smoking for 5 days...! wOohoo~ which means i'm not addicted to smokin!! hahas..man~ i'm tired.. really nd alot alot of rest... usually i nd 14hr of slp der... but..BECAUSE OF THE TOOTPID PROJECT!i dun think i can take it anymore... another new week is coming.. and i dunno how am i supposed to make it.. it'll be a very busy day for me~Monday - workinTuesay - vball trainingWednesday - badminton match at DoverThursday - WPB Test/ vball training/badminton match at doverFriday - badminton training..SAT and SUN - working..aRh!!! NO TIME TO REST~ sadded :(when can i go shoppin again!!!! sob*
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:31 AM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
wee~ fully recovered from serious high fever... hahah~ mummy told me that i'm being attacked by virus... that's why fever went up to 39.8 !! hahas...and guess wad? my fever is being cured by Nafa test.. keke* and i was doing great.. WoOhOo~now.. let's see how well i've done in Nafa test yesterday in sch...hmmm...1) Sit ups - 32 ( 5 point )2) Sit and Reach - 37 ( 3 point ) :(3) Standing Broad Jump - 177cm ( 5 point )Highest score in SBJ among all gers in my class...!4) Incline Pull Up - 10 times ( 3 point ) :(5) Shuttle Run - 11.91 Sec ( 5 point )haha! so far so good yea? waiting for the 2.4km and i nd to get at least 3 point and above in order to get GOLD again this yr! Jia you anqi !! go go go~ ole ole ole~ = . =''ok! catched the pokemon show just now.. so touching~ i cried... 1st time in my life cry when watching pokemon~ omg-.-ok! so now.. happy time is over.. and i'm doing my tootpid project now.. still wondering wad and how to do for my project! hai~ most ppl in my class have already done and i'm just getting started in doing~ wad the hell ! but all thanks to chun hao! she came over to my hz and help me alot.. haha~ den kena scolded by her for slp-ing in class during lesson time~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:05 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
well..well..well.. nth much to say about today.. as usual~ wake up.. prepare to go for sch.. den bla bla bla..den ROLEPLAY~ =.='' man~ dun say ler!den.. went to my working place to order a cake for ah gong and papa.. den headed to west mall... shop and shop.. this and that.. den bla bla bla... den went back to sch again with hui min.. was talking rubbish on the bus... haha.. den reach sch canteen waiting for the gf melinda to pei wo go training.. den... warm up and bla bla bla... hai! wad a day~ ok lahx.. think that all lahx.. will post again when i feel like it.. keke* tata peeps~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
8:49 PM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
ha!mood swing today~cried in IMM skip lesson!smoke again~hmmm... went jogging hopin to bring up my mood to oh-goody-mood..but..failed~started joggin at 7+.. den all the way to 10pm... that's when all my energy are gone! sing while joggin.. having lotsa laughter too~ keke*i just like being with my darling, ying! whenever we were together.. laugh is all we do... and i was told that.. haha! my fren were jealous about the both of us! mainly because we were like... =.='' stead? ( that's wad ppl thought ) hahas..! actually... we talk everything under the sky... and i'm happy to have someone in my life like her~ sotong but a really good fren...! hahas..alright! back to the main topic... didn't want to blog today de... but was being forced to do so by 'someone' !! arh~ haha.. u own me a ice creamy ar! keke... he wanted me to say out everything today! but.. I DUN WAN! haha.. that's how freakin stubborn i am! welL.. taurus mar.. bo bian..! keke* he's goona beat me up if he sees this post... oops! hahas..
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
1:21 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
sick~ rushing with project~Hundreds of things waiting for me to do~Hand is injured~Growing FATTER~Miss HIM even more as day went by~Working is boring~Family problems has yet to solved~hai~ i want a new life.. i want something to motivate me in contiune living.. i want to quit sch...!! man~ can anyone help me?next! darling ade, ah gong and Sheng yang papa birthday is drawing nearer and nearer... at the same time.. pocket hole is getting bigger and bigger.. that's should be all i think... will post again~ Rushing off for my project~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
1:41 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
oh well.. the time now is 1150pm.. so.. still consider 2 august.. ok.. it's been 2 days since the last day of July which means.. i SHOULD have already stop smokin.. BUT.. i failed.. why? i'll tell u why..1st.. family's breaking up2nd.. my study.. SUCK!3rd.. frenship.. SUCK as well..4th..vball skill drop..NB!5th.. knee injured..6th..hand spoiled..7th.. not able to play vball..so much thingy came rushing into my life at once... making me until i dun have the energy to contiune my life anymore.. i really nd a rest.. i wan my own self back~ i miss the old me.. hahas.. maybe.. maybe someday.. anqii might come back.. still waiting for her.. she went into the darkness and has yet to come out.. hai.. when will i get to see the sun light again..? all of the sudden.. i miss him.. hahas.. tootpid me..! arh! sian ar.. lazy to blog ler.. going to have a puff now~ seeya!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:54 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i felt so left out by them... they stop talkin to me unless they are in help... i've tried to be part of them like last time.. but.. hai.. they dun treat me as part of them anymore.. den i started to be alone in class and if can.. i slp to past my time.. i tried to tell them.. but they dun care.. they dun even give a damn to it lor..! they got their own secret.. they onli share among themselves.. i really hate this feeling.. really..!! HATE IT..!! when ever i tried to be with them.. join in the talk.. they just fucking dun care.. dun give it a damn care..!! and i'm just left out just like this... it's so fucking cb! they always have so much fun and they wouldn't share it wif me.. sometimes.. i was thinking.. is it my attitude that make them to be like this.. or.. it's just that they dun treat me as their fren anymore since higher nitec start.. i missed my OM classmate.. all of them.. so much so much!! been hurt and i nd to act happy in front of everyone.. just who can understand me! all i nd is fren.. true fren like in the past...! damn it!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
4:05 PM
