Tuesday, October 31, 2006
alright
i had enough of myself nowadays
i really couldnt control myself
it wasnt like what i am before
from now on
i'll be ME again
the cheerful and never take anything to heart
or shall i say never care about anything
unless it's related to me and my friends der anqii
^-^v
...
hmmm...
today~
was feeling quite moody
all because of my tootpid toe,
i couldn't play vball today!!
si ren da bian toe!!
and coach say i'm stupid because i dunno how to cut my toe nail
*box* jiao lian
oops >.<
hahas!!
...
i guess i do have a lil lost-interest-mood in vball
i'm not sure why
but
@#$%&*#@$@% !!!!
hump !!!
lmao~
how i wish i can join outside team der vball and train to improve myself
i really wish to improve myself in double speed
and win 1st in ITE VS ITE next yr for jiao lian
tong shi oso improve my skill and be like my shi fu !!
shi fu !!
anqii love you !!
pass me all ur skills bah~
ok! i know i'm being crazy again~
but that's me!
hahas~
hao bah.. enough of those lame talking
hmmm
last but not least
i shall keep "this" sercet forever in my heart
...
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:11 PM
hahas~
Stupid mE
huh!
lmao~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:10 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
nothing much to blog today
so i'll just "hala" abit
was feeling quite down today
so i went back to sleep after i woke up at 12pm+
then at night xinthia, aaron and me played o2jam
x xxxxx xx xxxxxxx xxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxxxx
xxx x xxxx xxxxxxx xx xx
xxxxxxx x xxxxxx xxxx xx xxxx xxxx xxxxx xxx
oh God
please~
:'(
ok! there's a picture where xinthia, aaron and i was playing o2jam
enjoy bah
oops... my sister snap the picture when xinthia just about to die~
so sry~
keke
^^
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:29 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
has been feeling hot for the whole day
haven got much energy
sian
i think fever is coming
NOT again, please~
=.=
for the whole of oct
i've been really weak
and i mean really (x10)
1st-fever plus cough ( at the first few days of the month )
2nd- nose bleed ( for two days )
3rd-fever plus cough ( at the end of the month )
and the worst thing is
i've lost my voice for nearly one month!
hate the tootpid voice of mine for this month
sounds like alien !!
omg~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:13 PM
There's a new born April baby girl a few years back
and she's wouldnt stop crying until she was being carried by her mother
then "Ai Ku Gui" was her nickname
when she's at the age of "able-to-go-to-school"
"Ai Ku Gui" was what others call her too
or maybe "crybaby"
she could just cry for a few hours over a little thingy
and as days went by
her character changed
being a hot tempered person does keep her from getting hurt
and that's how she think
and from what her friend's character is,
she double confirm that "being a hot tempered person keep everyone away from her..."
that's how she protect herself
and because of this character,
she found herself a true friend
this "true-friend" understand why she's acting this way
and understand her feeling, her troubles
in fact almost everything...
and under this "protection" from her true friend
april baby girl tends to rely too much on this true friend
[ well.. april baby girl doesnt want to mention her true friend's name is because this true friend of hers is precious, too precious to lose ]
what i wish to say is...
thank you for being there
thank you for your understanding
thank you for everything
i love you !
^^
last but not least...
here's a msg for [A]:
i'm not angry with you
nvm...i'm used to it
i'll be back to normal in no time
so dont wry about it
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:02 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND !!
IS MAKING FUN OF ME MAKES THEM FEEL SO FUCKING HAPPY ?
IT REALLY PISSED ME OFF !!
FUCK !!
I DONT KNOW HOW TO TRUST ANYONE ELSE ANYMORE !!
I COULDNT BELIEVE THIS !!
I CRIED ~
SO ANGRY TIL MY TEARS KEEPING ROLLING DOWN !!
X XXXX XXX XX XXX !!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:48 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
i'm Disappointed~
x xxxxxx xxxx xxx x xxxxx !
xxx xxx xxxx x xxxx xx xx ?
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
9:07 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
ABCDEFGHIJKLNMOPQRS*TUVWXYZ
ABCDEF*GHIJKLNMOPQRSTUVWXYZ
!!!
!!! @#$#$%#%$#$%@#$%@#@#$#$ !!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
7:26 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
wee~
wonderful day~
meet up with kenni and helene today
went to have a nice hair cut
but i dont think there's any different
hahas
then we went to vivo city
so crowded
omg~
shop for a while then kenni left for his bball training at dont know where
and helene and i left harbour front to chinatown
again we shop a lil and i went to a shop whereby you can create a necklace urself
and i've made one
will take a picture of it someday
and post it in my blog for display
hahas
then we got lost when we deciede to go home
walk all the way from one bus stop to another and to the opposite one
and then finally we found a bus straight to JE interchange
went to have our dinner-cum-supper and we went home
had a great day today with kenni and helene
^-^v
photo time!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:30 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Today, 21 Oct 2006
is the day i suffer the most in this month
i didnt expect that my period would be so pain
until my mood was totally down
:'(
was woken up by papa
asking me to go out and have breakfast-cum-lunch together
but i could hardly move
so i shouted " go without me !! "
then papa brought me a packet of noodle
and i was being forced to wake up again to have lunch
*Fish!!*
i ate the noodles with my head lying on the table
with kenni's HUGE jacket keeping me warm
that cramps was killing me
after eating my breakfast-cum-lunch
i rest my butt all the way for 4 hours
and sitting in front of the PC was the only thing i did for the whole afternoon
:(
cramps
cramps
cramps
cramps
cramps !!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
3:28 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
alright
i'm back after a few days of MIA
hmmm
let's see how many days i've not been bloggin and i shall blog it all tonight
monday,tuesday,wednesday
and
thursday
oh this is Great!
so much to blog
:'(
ok! i'll try to cut it short and simple
^^
MONDAY
it's the 1st day of school and my girls agreed to wear spec with blue polo together
but ah gu was the only extra out der
because she doesnt have a blue polo and she wore white instead
nothing much to do on the 1st day of school and so we decided to skip lessons after our break
headed to IMM, meet up with kai liang they all
then we settle down at mos burger for our lunch
and i went home after that
^-^v
TUESDAY
alright!
the day i've been longed for as finally come
volleyball tournament
hahas!
today is the 1st day of the tournament
My team won 2 out of 2 matches
they did great today
but something really make me so sad
just so sad
hai
forget it
let's not talk about that anymore
:'(
WEDNESDAY
ah gu and me got AL for the morning lesson as we are very tried after yesterday's match
AL = approved leave
was supposed to wake up at 1030 and prepared to go for the afternoon lessons
but i received a msg from hong wee saying that afternoon's lesson was cancelled and i dont need to go to school
and so i went back to my la la land
woke up at ard 2+
got something to eat
then i started doing my housework
anqi's a good girl huh!
keep it up~
^-^
THURSDAY
hmmm
it's the semi final day for volleyball
woke up at 6am
do my usual stuff
brush teeth and bla bla bla
gave melinda and ah gu a morning call
and ah gu said she's already in mac
so i rush down to meet up with them
and walk to school together
1st match was WEST team 1 VS WEST team 2
which means
killing our own people
and of cause my team won
after that
we rest until 1pm+ and we had another match again
and in the end
WEST team 1 got 2nd
WEST team 2 got = joined 3rd
^-^v
but still
my team's member are not happy with the result
after that
we, as a whole big gang of friends went to west mall to have our dinner
and then we over to somewhere near my house and chit chat
then i went home
that's all for today
XD
PS: i wanna say thanks to li jia for giving me some advices !!
thank you!
Mmuack~
>.<
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:27 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
ok!
how should i start ?
hmmm...
wasn't feeling well today since morning
but still
i went for training today
throat was feeling bad
but lucky shu wei brought me the sweets for the throat
but i guess it didnt get better
:'(
got our jersey ler
adidas der brand
but the size for me was way too big
it's big
really big
super duper big
and so i asked jiao lian if he could help me to change
but he said i got to pay $30 buck !
#$%#$&^%^#$%^8
so angry !!
but what to do ?
:'( [x2]
after training, went to west mall der KFC for lunch
with melinda xiao hui and xiao hui's boyfriend
imagine how bad my throat was and i had KFC for lunch
hahas...
Then we went for a short walk at west mall
before i decided to go home and take money to buy some stuff
after that...
send melinda off
and decided to play pool at BB CSC with shu wei, sheng yang and ah yuan
after a game or two
we went back to our own homie!!
took another bathe before i use to PC
and that's how i past my day~
^-^v
tomorrow is monday which is the day whereby our school is reopened !!
and my girls decided to
-wear spec
-blue polo tee ( except ah gu )
-file instead of bag ( except ah gu )
^^
hmmm...
i guess that all bah
ouch!
my throat !!
it's killing me !!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:04 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
bOo!
hahas...
did you peeps missed me?
haven blog for a few days i think
well
i've started working
and today is my 2nd day of work
hmmm...
i shall let the pictures to do the talkings
=D
see this lil cutie tigers with instrument on their hands.. it's a goods transfer from jurong point on my 1st day of work..
Jin San Soon ! welL... it's not the name of this piggy.. but everyone say it this way " hey! Jin san Soon der na ge ZHU! " hahas.. i've lotsa "Sin San Soon" in my shop ~ For this giant "Jin San Soon" it cost $39.90... there's smaller one of cox, but i'n not quite sure about the price.. Do let me noe if u are interested in the smaller ones.. tag to let me noe.. thank you!
oh gosh !! sEe this broken cross.. it was made broken by my fren samantha when she went to take other stuffs.. she just walked by.. bang into this cross and it fell and break it into 2.. poor thingy.. 1st day of work.. customer broke a lamp 2nd day of work.. sam broke a cross...omg~
:(
i guess i know why...
because it's FRIDAY the 13th today!!
hahas... ok lar.. i guess that all i wanna post and i'll be back maybe 2 days later...
will be back late tomorrow as i'm going to ah ming's house after work
tata peeps!
PS: -mA Linn sU- dun let urself suffer anymore... put an end to this relationship if it upsets you so much! you still have anqi with you..! i want you to be strong alright! chill~
^-^v
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:37 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
weE~
i'm starting to work today~
hope it's easy...
v^-^v
welL
i'm be back here at night to blog about my "First day oF worK"
tata~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:52 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Holy Great Mother of God !
i'm stucked iin Team 1
what should i do ?
:'(
1st.. i want to be in Team 1
then coach want me to be in Team 2
=.=
Then, i want to withdraw from tournamentand coach said if i withdraw, he'll quit !
=.=
Now.. i want to be in Team 2
and he say NO
=.=
so the conslusion is...
I'M STUCKED IN TEAM 1
:'(
I WANT TO WITHDRAW LAR !!
sian!
i burn my skin today~
was thinking whether i should go for the training today...
but coach say if i dont come.. he wont come too
so i got no choice but to go
did our usual stuffs
den we play match
fly to save a ball in one of the match
and that's how i burn my skin !!
kns ! =.=
hmmm...
alright!
i guess that's all i want to blog
ohya!
one more thing
i hate people to lie to me!
F those people to lie to me!
ni na bie~
oops!
>.<
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:35 PM
what should i do ?
should i redraw ?
but coach...
i'm left with no confident now~
:'(
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arh!!
Not Fair !!
stupid jiao lian !!
actually..
i'm very shocked that i actually say redraw
nobody knows how much i love volleyball...
can you guys understand the meaning of
" it's part of my life"
or maybe i should put it this way
"it's just like my legs"
it's important to me
so important
and now..
i'm trying to give up "my another part of my life"
or
giving up "both of my leg"
i couldnt use words to say how much i love volleyball
and i couldnt use words to explain why i want to give up "my leg"
when i'm still able to run and jump about
hai...
i really dont know what to do now~
i redraw, he quit !!
what am i supposed to do !!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
1:29 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
wee~
having fun today !!!
^^
met helene at 10am
headed to ah gu's house to collect my stuff
den headed back to homie
=.=
after taking a lil nap
wake up again to prepared
and i'm out again
^-^
met ah yuan, laopo and helene at bukit batok mrt station
headed straight to clementi station and waited for shu wei
then took train to city hall
went to city link
shop for adidas jacket
saw 2 red jacket that i love alot
it's quite cheap
cost a hundred bucks
really love that alot alot
starting to work soon
so i really hope to have a adidas jacket
so i wont get cold
:'(
then we went over to the "durian"
went to the roof there
was having craps and some stupid games there
had a lil talk with ah yuan too
found out something from him
and i guess i'm not supposed to say
^^
after that send laopo homie by talkin 106
all the way back to bukit batok interchange
fall asleep on shu wei's comfortable shoulder
and of course i didnt drip "kuo shui"
but was having neck ache after shuwei woke me up
then ying went to find her " #$%#$&%^$&%^ "
and ah yuan shu wei and me headed to mac to have their dinner
then we headed back to our own homie
^-^v
PS: thanks you for sending me home and your comfortable shoulder, shu wei!!
PS: There pictures to view below^^
PS: Please tag before you go !!
thxQ~
see this lil cap.. it acts as a mp3 holder fer ah yuan ! isnt it cute ?
it's laopo and me huggin a huge doggie iin a toy shop !!
ah yuan and his new hair style !!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:30 PM
BoO!
Finally there's something for me to blog
well... it's nothing special actually
but at least i did go out today
and so i've got something to blog
^-^
it's saturday today
and i'll wake up 11am sharp every saturday
to catch my fav cartoon
*keke*
-pokemon
that's my favourite show since it just get started
after that...
got nothing to do so i asked helene out
did my housework before i went out with her
anqii's good girl today huh!
^-^v
So! went to Lot 1 today
had KFC for dinner
and guess wad!
kit and dao liang biao jie came to KFC just to see me
really very touched
:')
saw Kit's and dao liang's botak head
miss them so much!
especially...
*keke*
and so! after eating our dinner
went to Nokia shop and ask somthing related to my HP
hmmm.. then walk around Lot 1
got nothing much to walk so we went home at around 10+
sms -ma lin su- on our way back
he told us he failed his mission
poor thing
:(
nvm K!
dun give up!
jia you~
jia you~
v^-^v
anqii's here for you!
PS: my tag box is so quiet !! please tag before you go~ thxQ
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
1:59 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
hmmm...
"someone" remind me again to blog everyday~
but i got nth to blog wor...
>.<
stay at homie the whole day...
rejected the lobang discussed yesterday due to some special reason...
ah gu came to my hse to borrow clothes to clubbing...
stupid her dunno how to wear one of my top and i got to help her...
Qian Jing Da Xiao Jie
=.=
hai!
are they enjoying now?
sian ar!
i'm not able to go...!
:'(
nvm!
chatting with Kenni--ma lin su now while bloggin...
he's on a important mission tml~
regarding his happiness...
hope he do can perform well tml!!
jia you MA LIN SU ~
*keke*
PS: kenni's new nick name__ ma lin su [potato]
oops!
hope kenni dun sees this..
XD
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:35 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
-0- yawn
boring boring boring
came bloggin cox i've promised someone to blog everyday...
i've got nth to blog today so i'll just briefy type out wad happened today...
*wink*
just reached homie from vball training...
it's really tough~
but wad to do...
i wan to be in team 1 and i got to work triple hard...
^-^v
today, my feelings got a bit wild again~
man!
it's goin out of control again
arh!!
ok
now~
studies...
i haven check my result because i've lost my pw!!
friends ard me did quite well this sem
but some arent happy with the result
i'm worried about mine
how i wish i can check now!
omg~
good luck to me~
PS: [photos] scoll down and take a look at those pic taken at min jie's hse.. it's under the tag box.. i've added some new pics...
v^-^v
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:00 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
oh man~
Look at the time now..
1205am..
usually i'll get tired ONLY after 2am..
and now.. i'm half dead
well!
the reason is..
i had a wonderful today with my gaLs!
woke up early ard 8+... started to prepared... den headed to west mall to buy lunch for my gaL as well as mine... enjoyed our lunch together after i reached her homie... chat like we used to chat in the past... laughin all the way... pour out all our problems... poke our nose into others business... bullshiting about those lame thingys...
really miss those times together and hope we do have more time for each other in future...
soon after we "settle" our food.. i landed my butt in front of minjie's piano while minjie's having some problems with her maple
poor thingy...
had this strange feelin when i had a touched on her piano...
it's like bumpin into a long lost friend...
and this feeling got me stuck on her piano chair and nv wanted to get up again...
and so i played and played and din notice that time flew pass fast...
agreed to meet up with samantha at 0315pm but we were lated...
photo-takin made us late...
so sry sam..!
>.<
quicken our paces and headed to BB mrt and we got scolded by sam sam for being late...
but she got cool dw after we decided to have our lunch at TB...
went to the place where ming mao kl ah gu ah gong ah hong and of cox me enjoy the "paper streamboat"
again~ we tooks pic while eating and we really enjoy ourselves..
^-^v
after which, headed to lavender as sam sam's buying her fisherman pants...
it's hot over dere and we had a hard time looking for the tootpid shop.. turn here and there and it's took us awhile to find the kuku shop...
=.=
den headed to our next destitnation which is bugis... brought ourselves ice cream while we do our shopping again~
^-^
as u noe..
anqii had sweet teeth and they are being pampered since young..
>.<
den all we do is shop shop and shop...
headed to der mrt at ard 9+ as minjie's tired...
reached homie at 10+
took a quick bath
send ah min those pictures that we took today
and nw tired der anqii is doing her bloggin b4 it's bed time...
PS: sry peeps! lazy to update those tootpid photo we took today, but i'll get it updates tml after my training...
Muack!
good night everyone
and good luck to those who haven check their result
my aim for tml: train triple hard and get into the main 6 !!
jia you!!
jia you!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:40 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
YES!
i'm in team 1
got to work double hard..
No..
triple hard !!
i'm getting No. 15 again for this year..
and i guess i'll take No. 15 every year..
No. 15 remind me of him~
Time flies so fast...
haven got enough time to practice and tournament is coming...
couldn't control my feelings today and it's went a lil wild...
just couldnt help it...
Lol..
have been training almost everyday so nth much to blog as nth special had happen
anyway~
hope bEe's virus will be gone by this friday..
den i can bully her~
that's alL i think
i'm tired..
nd lotsa rest..
going to min jie's hse for "piano lesson"
good night!
peeps~
Muacks!
^-^
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
9:50 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
TIRED !!
TIRED !!
TIRED !!
TIRED !!
anyone? pls help~
hmmm...
i'm getting no.15 this yr again for my jersey...
i guess i still MH...
anyway~ i'll be very pleased if anyone could bring laughter to me..
i'm really tried of everythingy..
thank you for the bad things you did and unpleasant words you said..
i dun blame you..
in fact.. i thank you for making me strong...
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:26 PM
