Monday, November 19, 2007
My feelings now are like taking something sweet and bitter, put them into the mixer and mix.
Just when I feel happiness, they'll be there to share their outings story and jealousy overwhelmed my happiness. Forever like that. They always get what I want. Everything and everthing. And when I think about the situtation between us, I slowly learn how to think like an adult. But this is suffering. It sure does.
No matter how hard we tried, we can never be like them. Never. Im way too greedy. I always wanted to the the outstanding one. But under this situtation... unless I disappeared for 2 - 3 months and chiong like hell. Sometime, I just wanted to learn how to be contented with what I have. But just when Im starting to learn how to be, they'll be there with something new again.
Too much things to worry. Too much things to learn.
Too much~
I wish they are out of my life!Baby,Teach me...Teach me how to be contented with what I have...Save me, please.
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:31 AM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Counting down...
Day/s left for baby's to accompany: today is the last day
Days before baby start working: 2 (including today)
Well. I guess I have to accept the fact that baby's working soon and he can no longer accompany me. Haven enjoy enough being with him after his tempoary job and he's starting to work again. Days in the future are going to be boring. I'll just find a job to kill my left-over time after school.
Today is our last day to have fun together. I guess our Everyday-meeting-days is finally over and I have adapt to the day where we can only get to meet up 2 days in a week.
Baby's said:" hahas. euu justt take itt as I'm qoinq ns aqainn lor. But dis time, it's much betterr. Widd the same workinq hours everydayy, we maybe can meet at niqht."
I refused I refused I refused lar!
oh lord. please save me. argh!
baby,Justt whenn we starts to qet better andd closerr,euu are startinq work soonn.I swearr Im gonna miss euu like hell,Im gonna thinkk of euu everyy seconds and everyy minutes.I noe baby worryy aboutt me whenn euu startt workk.I promise tuu take qood care of myself.Rememberr that 1 month's promised?hahas.Im gonna qet it no matterr wadd ^^Baby,iie lurve the warmth iin moii heartBut it doesnt feel qood whenn euu're gone.Baby, fill me upp with ur warmest warmth toniqht.Shower me a little more love toniqht,Say euu love me 9999 times toniqht,Hold moii handd and nv let it go.Im goona feel urr love toniqht, so let us make our love special today !!iie realised lovinq euu is nv enuff ferr me, iie lurve euu endless-lyeuu are moii only one and will nv be replaced.I lurve euu bryanchua*
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:44 AM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Yawn. it's wednesday today. Gave school a miss and ended up doing nothing at home. Audition for awhile then decided to check out what movie is available. And before I check, I online my msn and check out my mails. And guess what, I came across this funny jokes about chewing gums.
This is how it goes...
A Singaporean was on holiday in Malaysia ..He was having his coffee, croissants, bread, butter & jam at the hotel's coffee house. A Malaysian man who was chewing gum, sat down next to him & started a casual conversation.Malaysian : 'You Singaporeans eat the whole bread?'Singaporean : 'Of course.'Malaysian : 'We don't. In Malaysia , we only eat what's inside.The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants & sell them across to Singapore .'The Malaysian then had a smirk on his face while the Singaporean listened in silence.Malaysian : 'Do you eat the jam with the bread?'Singaporean : 'Of course.'Malaysian (chuckling): 'We don't. In Malaysia , we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds & other left-overs in a container, recycle them, transform them into jam, before we sell it across to Singapore .' This time, the Singaporean retorted : 'Do you have sex in Malaysia ?'Malaysian : 'Why, of course we do'Singaporean : 'Do you wear protection'Malaysian : 'Of course! We wear condoms.'Singaporean : 'And what do you do with the condoms once you've used them?'Malaysian : 'Stupid question ! Of course we throw them away.'Singaporean : 'We don't. In Singapore , the government secretly puts them in a container, recycle them, melt them down into chewing gum & sell them across to Malaysia ,... & that's the real reason why we banned chewing gum in SingaporeDamn funny can? lols. I was like laughing all the way ALONE at home, so crazily.
hahas. anyway, tomorrow's a holiday for everyone. Guess I dont have to say why. Thinking of going to have a "sumptoms" ( did I spell that correctly? Pardon if I did ) lunch-cum-dinner. Or maybe a movie to kill the time?
hmmm...
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
2:29 PM
Friday, November 02, 2007
Damn it~
Damn it~
Damn it~
Damn it~
Damn it~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
8:17 PM
