Friday, January 25, 2008
Alright.
It's 25th January today.
New year clothes has yet to settle. Project's deadline are drawing nearer as the clock ticks. PIC test are just around the corner. Starhub flood my house with BILLS. Valentine day's coming up.
Good things never last forever. And no matter how good you are at hiding, Bad news always reach you.
It's the last day of school for the week. Gave it a miss. Nothing much to do.
Audition
Maple
Facebook
Then I took a rest and here im resting. worried about my project as I know nothing about Flash. Went to see section head about my attendance. What else can he say? =.=
I had a bad dream a few days ago. Couldnt shake it off my head no mater how. Resulted me to think the way I shouldnt have. I know it's no use telling my silLy. Cox he'll just say: " It's just a dream." Oh whatever!
I want to go shopping! I want cash and more cash!
Oh fawk~
Im just so boring without silLy by my side.
hais~
wadever...
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
1:31 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
If I were to have the same power as god, I will recreate the world. Making sure there wont be any old "hen" or old "rooster" ruining my days. I teach my people only Peace. Satan and devils will be removed completely. A world filled with love, care, share and concern, with all this, the world will be peaceful as it never had. And I will name my first male and female, Romeo and Julia. Female and male are equally important. There shall be no kings, for I am the Queen.
Next, I will have fairies everywhere to replace the statues we are praying to currently. And of course sacrifice will be needed.
Sometime, it's not I don't want to obey them. But the attitudes they are giving is totally like a pile of cow shit. BULL SHIT!
Just exactly what can I do to make them understand me?
silLy,
Thanks4beinq thr fer miie
wenn that old 'hen' ruin my days
silLy always try all means andd ways tuu make miie laugh
andd that's whyy iie lurve him sho muchie.
Im nort very good with words,
andd iie do hope that euu understand me.
Thinqqs iie do, might be different and
thus causing people to hab de other way round of thinkinq.
Yet, iie wann euu tu noe that
everythinq and everythiinq iie do
is related tuu euu~
though myy temper ish a lil bit nasty,
but waddever iie do.
if possible, i'll reduce the percentage of quarreling
tu the lowest.
iie really lurve euu silly.
andd nothinq ish mre important tuu euu inn my heart.
nothinq can be replace euu iin my heart.
nothinq.
all iie need is urr love, baby.
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:07 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Straight to the point.1 good news1 bad newsBad news first.I realisehow much I love you,how much I need you.And I've also realisedhow much you actually care about me.Im sureIm not expecting too much.Cox that's is what normal people will doI don't understand you.It all start with a stupid aunty,A stupid aunty,Causing us to be like this.That shows how strong our relationship are. It's easy to solve, But when you started to say "It's all my fault" unwillingly. It pissed me off. ALOT! I dislike you to be so sacastic and I believe I've said that a MILLION times. I purposely made you worry. Disappointment is all I get. I waited and waited. Hours and hours. " Go home rest..." is all I get. Disappointment and disappointment. Am I just that not importand to you?告诉我你不会走远
告诉我没改变
只是离开我视线
我想要就能回到你世界
告诉我不需要思念
就像你在身边
还有梦一起实现
你想要的只是一点时间
Good news.Im offically a Hermit.that's all~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
2:31 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
I had wanted to take a ride on the elephant. But it's kinda smelly and expensive for 4 people. But it's okay. I've got a free ride on the carriage, and all thanks to marilyn ^^ Zoo was fun, I like it alot. Then we headed back to CCK, had our dinner at some werid place. Forgotten to take pictures because the food there was nice nice nice. ^^
Next we head straight to Lot1 ezone to play the DDR. That's when another crazy time we had for the day
silLy,
iie wanna thanks silLy for everything and everything for that day. Thanks for treating me tuu Zoo. accompany me to ezone when euu had nothing to do but to watch us play ><
iie just wanted to say iie lurve euu so much so much andd iie cant let euu go anymore...
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:43 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Holyshit~Everyone is down with fluSo am IAnd my poor silly took 2 days off from work due to the flu as well and a little serious cough.And I've been by silly's side to make sure he had his medicine taken after 3 meals a day. Guess what, he look totally like a child when he had this [ >.< ] stupid face when it's time to take medicine, especially the liquid form, cough syrup. oh, euu silLy darlinq ^^oh well, the time say it's 12.05 now and my throat is irriating me so much, so much. I guess it's time for me to take a rest to recharge my battery again.
But stay tune, because I've got a entry to post about last sunday on the next post. It's going to be interesting and there will be pictures to view. So~ stay tune.SilLy,I hope euu had urr medicine brought over tuu urr office and remember tuu had urr medicine taken after every meals.please dun hu so much as instruct by urr doctor.No spicy/fried foodd tuu be taken til euu recover.No gas-sy drinks or non-healthy drinks are allowed as well.I'll pray fer my silLy tuu get well soon enuff tuu take care of miie once again ><muacks
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:56 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I tears in bus todayI'm worried everydayIt has been uneasy, uncomforatble without youBut no sercure was given when you are awayAll I could do was to think of the positive wayBut that could last only until...Those laughters behind spoils my mood immediatelyAnd I knew I hate it alotI didnt know what to do So I hang upIt changes my mood for the rest of the dayIf only I have magical powerI turn you into a tiny humanPut you in my pocketAnd bring you everywhere I goIf only ..."If only" only appears in fairy tales.SilLy,iie believe euu wouldnt like it if it's de other way roundiie noe euu are innocentbut trust miie, euu wouldnt like that feelings.andd euu sounded like euu are hidding something from miie.it doesnt mean iie dun trust euu,iie do...but because euu are nort with meand things euu do couldn't make miie stop thinking the negativly.
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
3:57 PM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
When she walks away from you mad[ Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignore's you[ Give her your attention ]
When she pull's away[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared[ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she look's at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]
When she say's that she like's you[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bump's into you[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tell's you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over[ she still wants you to be hers ]
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
7:22 PM
Alright.
Let me just cool down a little before I blog something nice today. Well, it doesnt end well actually, BUT definitely not quarrel with my baby. DEFINITELY NOT! Alright, I'll tell you why.
okie. It's the first day of school reopen~ To my surprise, when I had my feets stepped into the school, enrollments( did I get this word correct? ). Yes, new students are joining my school, CLEMENTI ITE, in case you peeps out there dont know. And needless to say, it's "flooded" with humans~
So, I continue my paces to my classroom, and I saw my CA( class advicer ) and guess what? He praised me. Well, first day of school reopen and Im the second student to turn up for lesson. It's mean it's a great start for me. I hope I'll keep it that way and all the way til I graduate from this school.
Started new lesson called , Flash. Kinda fun. Managed to know what going on. Then bugis-ed with huiying. Had my eyebrowns shaped nicely, brought a little present for my baby and yes, he love it. Of course! It's from mE! >_<
Then met up with my baby for dinner followed by movie, National Treasure. Well I give that movie 10/10~ It's a YES YES movie to watch. ^^ Alright, after movie, that when everything is ruined! My Hp bills. F5
Fk, Fck, Fuck !!!
Alright, Im lazy to post it out here. Cause it PISSED me off!
Going to settle it out with my baby to starhub tomorrow and I hope it's easy-to-settle.
Due to some dont-know-what's-wrong-with-my-lappy problem, pictures will be delayed.
sorry for the no-pictures-to view cause ^^
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:22 AM