Monday, January 30, 2006
happy chinese new year to all my fren...!!! through its a bit late.. but.. haha.. i did sms to some of my darlings and wish them.. haha...
hmmm... wake up today at 2pm.. due to the late[est] of sleep..
ytd.. all our cousin and relatives gather at my aunty hz and celebrate new year... hai... the place were the heaven for the adults.. as for us.. teenages.. hai.. we got nth to do.. 1st.. we dun like gamblings.. wad else can we do dere.. so.. we rot at my aunty hz until 7pm+...and i keep sms-ing a lot.. haha.. that matthew.. hump! talk rubbish.. but nvm.. chinese new year mahx.. forgive him lor..haha.. den we decided to catch the movie i not stupid 2...
so.. us.. the cousins [10 persons] decided to catch the movie at PS.. so.. we headed for the PS after dinner.. when we reached dere.. full of ppl..[ ;( ] hai.. wad to do.. onli left the 12 am show.. so.. unwillingly.. we headed to west mall.. haha.. but oso can lahx.. so near my house.. so.. we reach dere.. brought our tickets..[ kor kor pay the money for us all..!!! omgosh..!! a total of 95 bucks..
so.. as the time for the movie is still long away.. we headed for mac.. again.. kor kor pay the money for food.. haha.. shouldnt have let him pay for the food..!!
oh ya.. i missed out one thing.. saw nelson [ my sister ] and jun xiang [ my bro ] dere too.. they were buying tickets.. same movie as us.. duh-.-'' ... haha.. den after eating.. head back to west mall for the show.. man~ its a very funny show that everyone was laughing all the way when they started the show.. damn funny... haha.. i forgetten wad time the show started.. i onli rmb that the movie ended at 2am.. gosh.. sit until my backside pain..laugh until my stomach pain too..haha.. too funny.. den.. kor kor they all pei us walk home 1st den send my smaller cousins home.. cox they leave further away.. den after reaching home.. cant sleep.. den.. softly.. i went down to meet nelson and jun xiang.. long time din talk.. so.. went down to talk.. den hui ying joined us.. haha.. she just finish her lobang too.. so.. sht came and join us.. den we chat until 6am.. so tired.. i went home while they went for breakfast.. haha.. den..
the end.. dun feel like blogging lehx.. will end here bahx.. tata...
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
1:53 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
it's been so long since i last blog... due to some problem..and they make me dunno how to blog..
well.. just let me filled u guys up wad's going on these few weeks..
hmmm...i went for my chalet... quite fun over dere... too bad mummy din go.. if not.. i'm sure that it will be even more fun.. haha..i rmb that we all bully ah yuan... make him turn into a lady[yuck] using those bed sheet.. and blankets.. towels too..haha... guess we're tooOoo creative.. haha.. hmmm.. i'm not going to talk so much bout the chalet.. bcox there'll be pic[s] to see.. let the pic[s] do the talking bahx..
next is.. i quarrel wif jp wor.. haha.. for some reasons.. he's diff now.. well.. once a vase is broken... no matter how u put it back.. it cant be the same as b4 lehx.. am i right.. i guess so.. it's ok.. as i said.. [[ fang kai siong huai ]] *keke*
i think i'll stop here bahx. no more mood to blog.. but fear not.. i'll be back..
actually.. dere's more pic[s] to see de.. but dere's some freaking error when dl-ing.. but nvm.. haha..
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
3:35 PM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
boO..!!i got a lot to say today...~ chalet..~ frens~ bugis..orchard~ JP~CHALET..hai.. its a sad thing to say that THIS IS THE MOST FUCKING CHALET I EVER HAD!!why?? let me tell u guy why!! ~ this is how the story started and it totally pissed me off..!!we agreed to have a chalet after we grad.. take it as a last gathering for the year.. so.. we book the chalet on jan as dere's a discount.. and we got TWO ROOMS!! happy arh? HAHAHA!!Den after we grad.. everyone started to look for job for the chalet.. so.. ah ma[rachel] got her job b4 holidays..next.. mummy[xavier] got her job wif her fren..followed by adeline, melene and melody.. got their jobs few weeks ago.. left me ah gong[li jia] ah gu[xinyi] and our sister[zheng yuan] as for papa[sheng yang] and shu wei.. they got their job too... so.. as time goes by.. days draw us nearer to the dates of out chalet...and our worries become more and more.. why?? BECAUSE THEY CNT TAKE LEAVE.. i dunno why.. why they din tell the fucking cb boss b4 they start working.. aren't we working becuase of the chalet..?? fine.. nvm.. so.. we got no choice left.. we were told that onli a few of them cnt make it.. but for the BBQ.. maybe they can try...FUCK YOU!! now..!! wad's the result.. ended up onli 7 out of 13 ppl SHARING TO ROOMS...wad the hell.. where are the rest.. dun nd to say oso noe.. it really disappoint me.. alot~again.. we were left eif no choice.. so.. the rest of us still deceided to go.. even though there are onli so little of us.. so.. we went to buy our food today.. again.. FUCK YOU..!! all attitude problem.. me too.. got attitude problem.. but who cause it.. those who were dere shld noe yourself..! ok?? u guy can say lucky today because hong wee cooled me down.. if not.. i dun care who the fuck u are..and i'll let u have me hand print landed on ur face..!! maybe not.. maybe i would pissed off and walk off.. that's wad i do in the end.. because u WERE once a TURE FREN to me.. but now.. things have change.. u sure must have notice that.. ask yourself why?? no sorries..!! i really hate that nbcb words..!! go think yourself..ok??next..~FRENS..i've stated some of the frens problem up dere.. look.. everyone is changing.. including me..but who change the most.. u guys go back and think !! ok?? i might be in the wrong of something sometime.. but i did think and say i'm really sorry though i hate that word.. den i tired to understand u guys and tell myself.. maybe u got some reason for not coming to the training.. and i guess u guys volleyballer had noticed that i no longer ask u whether u guys are going to the training not.. maybe a few time i'll call and ask.. hoping to get some nice ans.. in the end.. nothing good.. well.. i guess u guy really got reason.. like working all that.. but if u guy were talking cocks to me when i ask u wan to go or not.. u guy shld noe urself.. ok? i dun wish to say it out because thing still can be change.. i believe...u guy shld noe that i went to the training myself and nearly cried dere.. why?? u guy shld noe.. i really hope to see my fren back again to wad they use to be.. really..please come back b4 things comes to a fucking hell end which nobody like.. can??pining high hopes on something onli draw u nearer and nearer to the word *DISAPPOINTMENT* !!~BUGIS..ORCHARD..i was waiting for the day to come.. shopping day.. but ah gong missed out the fun because she nd to work..that tootpid ah yuan oso.. missed out the fun.. haha.. acutally.. dere's no fun.. someone spoiled it.. who?? me..!! =.=' dere were four of us.. hong wee xinyi wei long and me.. shopping..!! we were dere to shopping.. i just cnt understand y u got to tag him along.. it's making the *shopping* not like shopping.. i'm not blaming him for coming along.. but u shld stand on our li zhang and think.. u used to be very considerate.. hai.. i really dunno wad to do and wad to say bout u.. and i dun wish to say anymore.. it onli make me PISSED OFF..!! really pissed off..!! ~JPhai.. i got no mood to say lehx.. i just hope that.. forget it.. u just dun listen to wad others are trying to say sometime.. maybe that's ur style.. maybe that's how u pass ur live.. i din say its a bad thing.. well.. u noe.. it's good to.. forget it.. u this kuku boy is clever than me.. i noe that u noe wad u are doing.. that's all.. i'm tired.. chalet is tml.. hai.. i wonder wad it would be.. will blog again when i come back.. bye guys.. i'll be heading to the hell life from tml..!! seeya..
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
8:51 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
*hip* i've got hip ups!!
gosh.. hai..
*hip* it has been raining for dunno hw many days lehx...
hai.. *hip* kaox.. i cant stop the *hip* hip ups!!! i've drink a lot of cups of water lehx.. and i just *hip* keep on having that hip ups!!
hai... it rained how many daes is equal to how many days i've been staying at home.. can u imagine that... gosh...!! help *hip* i wanna go out... hmmm.. here's the chance.. *hip*
this friday... i'm going out with ah gong hong wee and ah gu.. the four of us will be going to the bugis den to the far east.. i heard *hip* that the things at far east is nice.. and i mean NICE..!! yippy..!! i'm going dere.. no matter if its rain.. haha.. *hip*
we are going dere to shop until siao... i going to shop for
//* dress *hip*
//* jeans
//* shoes *hip*
//*earings
//* necklace
//* bag
//* braclet
almost everything.. haha.. *hip* CNY is coming.. time to shop like hell... yeah!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
3:44 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
FORGET IT... BOTH OF U ARE MAKING ME SICK...!!! ONE JUST CNT FORGET... ONE JUST CNT FORGIVE...
WAD THE HELL...
I'M NOT GOING TO HELP ANYMORE... MAYBE A LITTLE CARE I STILL CAN GIVE...
BUT NT AS MUCH AS IT BE IN THE PAST..
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:51 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
all these years of living onli make me even more tired..
i'm a No-Parent-Child.. meaning i was born from the rock.. a baby who got No feeling.. and was currently living in a family which dun seem to noe me well.. haha.. of cox.. mainly.. i'm transparent to them...
in their eyes.. they can onli see me when they nd to vent anger on... they can onli see me when they nd help.. they can onli see me when dere's a lot of housework to do...
In the rest of the time... i'm transparent to them.. and so HAHAHA!!!
wad a good family i've got arh? do u guys jealous??
u must have arh..?? HAHAHA!!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:19 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
RAIN RAIN GO AWAY~
LITTLE ANQI WANTS TO PLAY...
it has been raining for the whole afternoon...all i do was sitting down by the window and watch those rains keep coming down.. how i hope that i can play in the rain like those innocence children.. playing and laughing...but i cant..
Too many trouble is coming up to me..
1st ~ chalet
2nd ~ hair appointment
3rd ~ adidas watch
4th ~ CNY clothings
omgosh!!! all these thing need money and i not working currently...
wad should i do??
give up on the adidas watch?? NO WAY!!
give up on the chalet?? NO WAY!!
give up on the hair appointment?? I DUN WISH TO...
give up on the CNY clothings??I MUST BE CRAZY!!!
hai.. i really dunno wad to do..
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
9:53 PM
Friday, January 06, 2006
bOohOohOo..!!
yawn!! i'm tired after all that cleaning up!! haha.. i did my cleaning up today as CNY is coming..
i woke up quite early today.. ard 1pm+... due to the two nightmare i had last night...
arh..!!
yawn... den i started cleaning up my room ard 3+ den clean arh clean arh.. onli den i realised that i've so many kuku in my room... i threw away two big bags of rubbish... wow.. that's alots.. haha
den after cleaning up all the rubbish.. i started moving my bed to another side of my room... den i move here and dere not knowing where to put them.. and i make my room even more messy.. haha.. i took alot of time to clean up my room... cox i still got to wipe all my drawers!!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
9:13 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
wow.. just finish bloging and here i'm back again..
hmmm.. read someone's blog.. it goes pinning high hope on something.. it wilL onli lead to greater disappointment..!!
well.. i agreed..!! cox it happen to me ALL THE TIME!!
so freak out!!
arh..!! no more high hopes on to something...!!
NO MORE!!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:20 AM
got bf dun wan fren!!
sadded.. just dun regret!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:09 AM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
U PROMISED ME THAT U'LL BUY THE BAG FOR ME AND U BROKE THAT PROMISED!!
I'M NOT GOING TO BELIEVE U ANYMORE!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:33 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
boring boring and boring..!!
where's all my frens??
y din u guys come to the volleyball training.. u noe.. i went for the training alone AGAIN!!
so fucking hell boring down dere!!
i wonder..
even my one and onli best fren has changed...
i'm so nt going to mention out her name.. well..
maybe she got reason...!!
but wad fucking reason she got??
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:03 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
wOoohOoo..!! shopping..
haha.. duh..-.-'
went shopping today wif kuku jp.. haha.. kuku ah ma and kuku grandson went shopping..-.-''
1st.. we meet at my hz down stair.. den took 61 dere.. long distance.. so we had a lot of crappings in the bus.. haha.. like.. i say he very heavy.. den he say y?? haha.. i told him that the bus driver got to step harder to drive to bus.. lame bo -.-''
den.. reached.. and he complained hungry.. so i suggested that he had the famous laksa in the queensway... haha.. den who noes.. he dun have the 'fu qi' to enjoy.. because many many many ppl dere were enjoying and dere's no more place to sit.. and bu the time ppl clear the sits... no more laksa.. haha.. poor him..
he bought a lot of kuku things..he bought a
jeans lahx..
shirt lahx..
two ear stick thingy..
we shopped for so kuku long den finally he get a jeans..hahax..den walk for a long long long time den we decided to eat outside.. one of the reason is.. bet soccer.. duh.. so we walk all the way to kopitiam and eat.. but onli he eat lehx.. i dunno wad to eat so din eat lor.. drink onli.. den he kuku ordered somethingy damn kuku de.. forget wad's the name lehx.. he ask me to try.. i say eeyer.. i den dun wan.. so erxin.. he say very nice one..den eat until 'jing jing you wei'!!! arhx!! den forced me to try one.. yucks.. the smell is damn fucking erxin.. cnt imagine hw he eat..!! den scold me tootpid.. arhx.. haha.. nvm.. see him small... let him win..den after eating.. went to the place where ppl buy toto!! den he spend a lot of $$$ on the soccer... but mostly is helping his frens to buy.. wow~haha.. hope he win..!!
den we went back again.. to shop!! duh.. and den finally.. he bought a long sleeve shirt... haha.. ask him to try den let me see.. 1st try.. so kuku!! haha.. den he change to a bigger size de.. quite nice in it.. COLOURFUL de.. haha.. omgosh..!! but nice lahx.. haha.. den went to but the ear stick thingy.. he bought two.. i wanted to buy too.. but all not nice de..so din buy.. den his father called..
''I TOT U WAN TO BUY NEW HP..!! STILL DUN WAN TO COME BACK ARH!! THE SHOP GOING TO CLOSED LEHX!!''
-.-' but the time is onli 7+..!!
den we take cab home lor.. haha.. thanks for sending me home.. and ur food.. yucks..!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
10:08 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
hai.. everyone has different ways to celebrate new year..
as for me.. i dun celebrate.. for wad sia.. nt my day oso.. haha... so.. i rot at home and i did someting today.. which make my mood went happy for onli a while.. see the pic down dere, i drew de.. took me 1hr +... haix... nth to do mahx.. but i very happy.. yeah.. haha..
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
5:31 PM