Wednesday, April 02, 2008
BULLYSHIT~ HA! I cant blame anyone but myself for my BULLSHIT result. I should have know that this is always the result. It has always been like this. Ever Since I know my first ABCs, my result as always been not-so-good result. I shouldnt have pin high hopes or rather I shouldnt have care so much! I had this weird feeling. This... unable-to-describle feeling. I had never been down before about my result because all along, i knew that this is how it would turn out. But this time, I feel sad. I feel bad. I let my Silly down. Yes. Ive figured it out~ This is the reason why im feeling so weird. I let my Silly down. All his precious time and hardwork put on me has gone down the drain. He would scarifies his sleeping time to help me out in my presentations and projects. And this is the result I gave him. Hate this feeling. Dont know how to deal with it. So suffocating. Worst than handling emo feeling. Fawk.GO AWAY~ GO AWAY~ * waving my hands up in the air like a mad cow *---Entertainments !!!I need entertainmentSss. I need to get rid of this stupid feelings. ---Silly's watching movie, Vantage Point *smth like that larhhs* with his company at Plaza Sing (If im not wrong) So I hid at home the whole day doing nothing.Everything is not going the right way. Not a single thing.*emo-ing*
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
7:56 PM
