Friday, August 17, 2007
"Actually all along i always feel you were changing..
From a long time ago i started to felt you no longer in that period of honeymoon..
there's too many thing you have to care..
Money
Fren
School work
Job
even MAPLE?!
Kinda differnet from the start where everything is about me..
But this is life, i can understand.
Then there's alot of things i have to worry too.
My work
Life about ORD
Your illness
Your studies
How to get more money"
The abrove message is from dar.
I didnt know that i've changed so much.
Recalling the past... indeed, everything is about him, him and only him
But now. We quarrel everyday about anything and i started to change.
Have to care about this and that. And like he said, even Maple...
I need to do some thinking.
Deep thinking.
... ... ...
i realised that it's been dont-know-how-long since i had a pleasant post talking about us, going where to have fun and what did we do...
i've changed.
i know.
Life is going to be alot more different when he's ORD-ed(Ops Ready Date)
Im just so afraid when that day arrived.
hais. iie lurve euu
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
2:22 PM
