Wednesday, June 20, 2007
BoO!
Holidays has just started and school days ends beautifully with a good result.
all thanks to my dar.
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POM [32.5/50]
CCM [ unknowm]
hai.quarrel with mummy again.saying that i always go home late.never try to understand me.im always at fault.penguin had a lil chat with mummy last night and ended up crying.was abit shocked that mummy actually cried.and it's the second time she cried because of me.i remember that the 1st time she cry was because i was way too too lousy in my studies in primary school.she was so so angry that she wanted to carry me up and throw me down from the building and she jump down herself.luckily papa stop her in time,else i wouldnt be here anymore.and her second time she cry was yesterday.reason was i always go home late.
but penguin managed to talk to mummy nicely and mummy give me one week to think whether i want to listen to her or i can move out.at that point of time when she said to my penguin "if she wants, she can move out.those clothings of hers, i can give it to her." i was like, WTF! if i got a proper job,i wouldnt stay at this "haunted" house.it doesnt even looks like a home.if only i got a proper job.if only! i swear i'll move out!
sometime,weird thinking will pop into my mind like.why do i have this kinda family? why am i born to be a girl? why do i have this kinda father. BUT compare to others, my family problem is only "chicken feet", at least i've got big flat to stay in.at least i've got a shelter on top of my head.at least i can get what i want(sometime)
people never get content or treasure what they have until it's gone.hai.
im glad to have my penguin with me when im need someone to be there for me.and im glad that his the one to be there for me.><>
think i shall stop here ler.im getting tried ler.but its kinda early for me to sleep.
alright.good night everyone! ><
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:27 AM
