Thursday, September 07, 2006
DAMN IT !wasnt in the mood to blog this few days~i just cant get everything/anything in the right way to go~everything just keep going on the wrong side~no matter how freakin bloody hell i tried~it just like to opposite me~WTF!!mum's buyin me new HPwell.. at least dere's smth that brings up my moodwent for trainin today~and again~ those feelings!i guess those feelins NV leaves~i just dun fucking understand~DUN UNDERSTAND AT ALL~why is it that everyone ard me got the right to throw temperand expect me to put myself in their fucking shoes and fucking thinkwhile i had to control my fucking temper when i'm angry~and u call this frens? HUH!! where the hell does this logic comes from!!i had enough of this!!why does my life had to turn out this way~friendship and family problem~they aint getting any better no matter how hard i tried !!den they expect me to understand them~den who the hell is going to understand me~fuckin cb~i believe that there's always a limit in everyone~and i guess i've reached mine!anyway~ i wun be nice like i used to be in the past !!i shall not control my temper ANYMORE~Dun expect me to be kind when u are not!Dun expect me to say HI when u betray me ONCE!i shall not be the anqii i used to be~not anymore~from now on...be nice to be when u wan me to be nice to u~if u wan trouble.. i'll give it to u~just say it.. u wan it..i'll give u~
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
11:37 PM
