Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i felt so left out by them... they stop talkin to me unless they are in help... i've tried to be part of them like last time.. but.. hai.. they dun treat me as part of them anymore.. den i started to be alone in class and if can.. i slp to past my time.. i tried to tell them.. but they dun care.. they dun even give a damn to it lor..! they got their own secret.. they onli share among themselves.. i really hate this feeling.. really..!! HATE IT..!! when ever i tried to be with them.. join in the talk.. they just fucking dun care.. dun give it a damn care..!! and i'm just left out just like this... it's so fucking cb! they always have so much fun and they wouldn't share it wif me.. sometimes.. i was thinking.. is it my attitude that make them to be like this.. or.. it's just that they dun treat me as their fren anymore since higher nitec start.. i missed my OM classmate.. all of them.. so much so much!! been hurt and i nd to act happy in front of everyone.. just who can understand me! all i nd is fren.. true fren like in the past...! damn it!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
4:05 PM
