Saturday, July 01, 2006
Damn it!! i'm losing control of iit..!!peeps out there say i've changed..some say i've turned into a bad ger.. and asked me for the reasons.. i told them i dunno.. den they say they noe.. they help me ans.. the reason is because i've lost HIM... well.. i guess so.. i was once a bad ger b4 i met him.. den he changed me.. from devil to good ger.. den one day.. i've lost him.. in a big big jungle.. i realised i rely on him too much.. he was like my everything.. and now he's gone.. no one dere to rely.. so.. eventually.. i turned bad.. how bad?? smoking..well.. one thing i've learnt is.. dun ever rely on others too much.. even if u do.. dun ever lost him.. it's really terrible..!! so.. i learn to be strong.. but i fail.. hou lai.. wo xue hui ler smokiing.. not addicted yet.. smoke only when i'm sad.. But the thing is.. i'm losing control when i'm sad.. i tend to smoke alot more nowadays when i'm sad.. gosh!! i guess i still need him back.. KEVIN !! tootpid u.. where are u ?? hahas.. tootpid me..!! he's lost forever.. i guess he's hurt too.. maybe he's being pick up by some kuku gers out dere... in the jungle.. hai.. who noes.. hahas.. wad to do~ rely on myself bah.. that's the onli way out ler..*wo de xin ku ler*
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
7:25 PM
