Tuesday, April 04, 2006
well well... it's another normal working day.. coerce myself to wake up in the early morning.. as usual.. brush my teeth.. bath.. get ready.. den off i go... for work.. the onli different is.. yq's not here wif me.. well.. she took half day leave.. just send her down and get myself a little-gain'er ...den now.. i'm posting my entry.. store aunty told me not to be so hard working.. it's lunch time and u are still working.. well.. not i dun wan to enjoy my break.. but.. i dun wan to enjoy my break myself.. hai.. wad to do.. i'll just have to 'tahan' for few hours b4 i knock off.. i may even need to do OT.. sam given me 6 huge files to key into the computer.. gosh.. i think i cnt 'tahan' until my last day of work..so many problem came at the same time.. relationship lahx.. kinship lahx.. friendship lahx.. oh man~ not again.. those problem has been solved not long ago and now.. they back..!! gosh.. i guess i'm having depression problem.. negative thinking keep flowng through my mind.. and i even felt myself being so different nowadays.. got to go see doc someday.. u guys might say that i'm still laughing and crazy like i used to.. but.. that's how i'm trying to release myself from getting even more serious depression.. i always tot i'm strong..i always tot that as long as i live my life in a crazy way.. no problem will come nd knock on my door.. i guess i'm wrong.. my fren told me that i'm so different nowadays.. i used to be noisy and naughty.. but.. somehw.. i've changed..arh!! forget it.. maybe as time goes by.. everything will come to an end.. dere's always a full stop at the every problem.. it's onli the matter of time..hmmm... counting down to my last day of work... it should be bout another 13 more days to suffer..oh well.. let it be.. who cares.. 13 days onli.. two more week.. anthing lahx.. hahas.. hmmm.. i must get down to work ler.. if not.. today really must OT!!! i dun wan...!!
Im Fading away~ Slowly~
12:11 PM
