Fantasy DreamLand

2008-06-09T20:37:00.001+08:00

ok. maybe i'll just change another blog ^^

2008-06-03T21:30:00.003+08:00

Dear Friends,

This is the last entry for everyone.
Im closing this blogger real soon.
Cause i find it so unmeaningful.
Each time i blog, i realised i dun have happy entry for everyone.
Im sorry.
But dont worry, you can still contact me through Handphone =))

SO, about my daily life and my thinking that I used to share it with everyone, I hereby announced that from today onward, after this entry, It's all me and myself. it's good to keep everything to yourself actually =))

Sorry.

When is the last time euu walk toward me and give me a big hug?
When is the last time euu tease me?
When is the last time euu hug me tight to sleep?
When is the last time euu sing me song and say good night over the phone?
When is the last time euu piggy-back me?

When is the last time euu say euu love me more than anything?

2008-05-29T08:08:00.000+08:00

I HATE THIS FAWKING PUA CHI BYE WORLD !!!

2008-05-26T21:06:00.003+08:00

"Just What Am I?"

I think I am a toy.
A toy without feelings.

~~if not, why must euu hurt me with those words?~~
~~dont euu love me anymore?~~

2008-05-25T20:45:00.003+08:00

" Which kind of people should go to HELL? "

Well, you peeps must be thinking that which jerk made me mad and thus I choose " Which kind of people should go to HELL?" to start my entry.

If your answer is YES, congratulations, you've understand me
If your answer is NO, that's too bad~

I simply LOOK DOWN on those monkey brainSs who cant even afford a slipper and thus going around to steal for one. It's not the first time that my silly's shoes/slipper has been stolen. And let me tell you, IT'S STILL BRAND NEW ONE OKAYYS?!?! what makes me even more mad is I brought that EVERLAST slipper specially for my silly. IT'S FOR HIM !!

*curse and swear*

I swear!! if I were to know who that fawking monkey brain is, what i'll do is, take down his/her picture and post it in my blog and show it to everyone that HE/SHE is the one who cant even afford a slipper and has to go around to steal for one. Pathetic~

How much can a cheap slipper cost you? you can buy a Super-uncle slipper at any kuku stores which cost you at $2 only!

I mean, hello? if you cannot afford a good and lasting slipper, you can always go to any kuku stores that sell those super simple slipper. Do you really have to save that pathetic $2 and wear a 2nd hand slipper? it's simply so so so pathetic !!

Dont you feel ashamed or guilty when people say, "hey, you've got a nice slipper there, and how much did you brought it?"

HUH?!

Are you going to say, "oh, it's free. i steal it from which and which house."
I bet you dont even have the face to say that.

It's not that that EVERLAST slipper cost me alot, you see~
IT'S a gift for my silly !!! IT'S contain LOVE inside !!!

I TELL YOU AR....

I..
I curse that person to get bang down by car
half the head crack like an egg
birds feed on his/her pea brain
dogs bite off his hands for stealing
crocodile from nowhere to eat his legs for wearing that LOVE slipper
body got tear apart by horses

and lastly, his/her family also couldnt recongise him/her !!!

HUMP!!

2008-05-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

"Complaint"

Tired
Headache
Nose Bleed
Fever
Stress
Backache
Brusied
Eye bag
Sleepy

and the worst thing is

I missed Silly so much can?!

2008-05-12T23:07:00.002+08:00

"Something is not right between us"

Wad's going on
I felt the stressed in him
maybe not
it's just written all over his face

thr's definitely something stuck between us
definitely~

why is it that iie always feel so stressed up beside him
stressed virus
iie had wanted to cheer him up
seriously

but every of his words pierce right through my heart
so pain
bleeding

iie guess iie drove him to the end
ever since that day

iie noe iie can NEVER be his angel again
perphap, never been one
this is the worst nightmare he ever had
to have me as a girlfriend
im sarks
yes.

just wad can iie do
to see that smile again on his face
i'll do anything for that smile
anything

iie wan to share his burden
yet all i know is to add his burden

iie wan to make him smile
yet in the end, tears is all i see

iie wan to make him happy and
all iie noe is bullshitting with sweet words

hahas. wad a good girlfriend iie am
"thumb up"

iie wish iie have never met euu
so euu wont be suffering
but im glad that iie met euu
cox euu brighten up my life

if euu think euu are tired and need a rest
iie can just sit down on ur bed
let my legs be ur pillow
my body be ur blanket
hands to sayang euu
watching euu to sleep
like a mother patting a big old baby to sleep

please silly
return to my side
not just ur body
urr soul too
return to my side

dun get lost
iie dun wanna lose euu

please~

2008-05-10T00:56:00.007+08:00

"RiverView"

Hello =))
Sorry for those who constantly check up on me via my bloggy
I haven been updating lately
It's goona be a long post
so bear with me
of cox pictures will be entertained

started working at RiverView Hotel
I did mentioned it in my previous post I think
about the interviewing in RiverView

Well, I got the offer after 4 days?
ya

and I started working on the 7th May
which is wednesday if Im correct
Well, working life sure is stress
but when it comes to money
that's when Im waiting for
hahas

Talking about my first pay
I would like to spend it wisely
how?

good questions...

basically, there are lots of things I wish to buy
things like shoes, clothings, make up set
doing manicure for hands and leg, romantic dinner with silly
reborning of hair, clearing up my bills
But I'll get my silly a present before anything

alright,
I guess it's picture-talking time~
hahas~

see !!
I knew you are waiting for this moment
oh, before that, let me just say this
the following pictures are a combine of 2 to 3 days pictures
so it's quite randomly
ya

so sit back and enjoy =))

alright, Im lazy to upload already
LOLS

well,
shall contiune tomorrow !

Silly,
I love euu

2008-05-03T16:08:00.003+08:00

Untitled post.

it's another normal saturday
nothing much happening to post

Rejected the outing with huiying and edwin to ice skating
wasnt feeling well
running nose in the hot weather
Zzz

catch the midnight movie "Doomsday"
their ways of killing people is extremely disgusting larh
and check it out on the car-chase-scene
you can go Bonkers!

IT'S A SHOW YOU MUST CATCH !!!

Came online to blogspot to check on LI Jia
what she did really made me so angry
*slap Li Jia's forehead*
Sometimes, I really wish I can open up her pea brain to check what actually went wrong inside

But I can understand her for having such a thought larh
and it's actually quiet poor thing for her
I must say her boyfriend doesnt dote her so much
imagine your partner left you alone on the honeymoon period
and banned you from contacting them for a period of time

I tell you
if my silly is like that ar
im sure to throw my mad-cow temper at him ar
but lucky he's not like that
=))

it's not wrong to concentrate on work larh
but at least keep in contact
Li Jia was banned from contacting him for a period of time
and reason is he has to concentrate on his competition

well, I should say both parties have their wrong

I cant say much larh
anyway it's their business
outsiders like me shouldnt poke my nose into others' business

all I can do is to wish them good luck and bless them

2008-05-02T16:18:00.002+08:00

Random post.

Yesterday was labour day
feels like a normal Sunday
only that the next day is Friday
Lols

I met Silly in the late afternoon
had sushi in west mall before we head over to huiying's house to have majong session.
It's been 235427 years since I had a majong session larhh.
And so we majong-ed til 11pm plus as huiying has to work the next day.
Silly and I then walked to Alif and enjoy the long-lost-taste of pratas.

It's a simple labour day and I simply love it =))

Okayy
I was asked to help to test out shan's new webcam over the msn
when everything was done
she blast her techno songs
and started going crazy in front of the screen larh
and I was like
laughing my head off
then she sat down and crack a lame joke

Why is the the soccer field hot evertime after a game?

.....

....

...

because the fans all go home.

at that point of time
I didnt know if I should laugh my head off or
to bang my head to the wall for having this lame friend

aftermath, I went to toilet and came back with a horrendous look
I am sure I wasnt hallucinating larhh
I saw this shadow behind my window trying to peep in

and guess what did I do
I took a book and threw it at the window
and off he ran

*hug pillow*

and I didnt know what to do next
(Zzz) I just sat down and contiune with my stuff

2008-05-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

Okayy.
Simple and Short.

It's Labour day tomorrow.
It's an Off day for Silly.

It's another day for us to utilize our time together.

Catched "Nim S Island" at west mall with Silly, huiying and edwin.
It's packed with people -.-
Flooded.

AND AND AND
it's a lame movie.

well.
til then

stay tune!

2008-04-30T00:51:00.017+08:00

Hello!

okay.

a simple post.

My birthday

Silly made me a coco-love-shape bread in the morning.

aftermath, head down to Jurong Entertainment for ice skating

before that, Silly brought me 6500 Nokia(slide)

then i guess we were abit late, we were left with 1 hr to skate before it closed

so we disposed that plan

head back to west mall for mayim

food there was great as before

yummy ^^

aftermath, Silly surprised me with a birthday cake

at "our-place"

I like the ambience back then

only us

birthday song floating in the air

nobody there to disturb

wow~

so touched. so touched.

next up. charvons KTV

one word

havoc.

then back to Silly's house~

Monday.

meet up with Li Jia for job interview at pasir panjang

enviroment there was sarks larh

totally sarks

decided to give up the interview before we actually find the place

then cab-ed down to vivo as Li Jia suggested.

Brought a pair of Slipper for Silly

and Im damn happy about it

was afraid that Silly wasnt going to like it

as he doesnt really like it when I spend money on him

dont know why. prolly I still dont have a job

So in order to let Silly accept the gift

I crack a super lame jokes larhh

it's related to the slipper

but somehow silly knew I was bullshitting

._.

But Silly love it ^^d
and im glad he does

Today.

another interview at RiverView with Li Jia

we waited for bloody long for the interview larhh

HUMP!

it goes well in the first round

secind round wasnt that good

maybe because im too nervous

well~ let's leave it to fate

lalas

KFC-ed with Li Jia aftermath at Tiong Baru shopping centre

then head home to finish the task mummy gave

then rush down to meet up with Silly
he's meeting an articulate speaker with "ang gongSs"

LOLS

settle the deal with good offer and Silly's happy with it

Silly's happy then I'll be happy ^^d

wow.
tiring day

lastly,

iie would like tuu thanks Silly

for everything and everything euu did for me

thanks for the romantic embience

thanks for the giftSss

iie like it alot alot

especially the puzzle

im sure euu spend alot of time on that

im really happy to have euu in my life

and i'll promised tuu be a good girl =x

MUACKS !

<33

2008-04-24T00:13:00.006+08:00

BOO!

head to causeway point in the evening

to have dinner with my girls and ah yuan

it's an early advance celebration for my birthday

Special thanks to the followings:

Lai Qing

Hong Wee

Xinyi

LiJia

Zhen Yuan

Christabelle

HuiMin

Almost had my stomach exploded

SO FULL

but the food was super nice =))

they brought me a chocolate cake as well

stupid hong wee gave me a super duper big piece

*slap forhead*

cake was nice, but it could be better if it wasnt that sweet

then we head home together by MRT

bullshit alot in mrt

as through we are the only ones in it

it's nice larhh

to have this kinda gathering once a week

I hope we'll have this kinda crazy gathering soon

aftermath...

Meet up with my Silly

as soon as I reached bukit batok

spend quality time with my Silly

Silly brought me two colour-ed contact lens

so thoughtful of him

iie lurve euu der larhh =))

time on my watch says 11

so we headed back to our respective home

everything has been alot smoother than before

bond between mummy and me has definitely been better

I've been a good girl as well

did abit of housework

and be home before 11

mummy started to chat alot more with me

unlike in the past

we'll take each other so transparent

that we wont even look at each other

mummy even crack lame joke with me

when I play games with my Silly

I've got a silly mummy too

LMAO

I can say Im sailing smoothly

the only thing I have to do

is get a job

earn money

get my diploma in Business Marketing

had my mind set on Business Management

but Silly says Business Marketing would be better
so ya..

GO ANQII !!

Jiayou!

that's all about my wonderful day ^^

stay tune for the next post~

2008-04-22T15:17:00.002+08:00

its all bloody hell bull shit !!
puii !!

euu got scolded for that stupid spoiled HP
den blog it out on me

Jealous that euu get blamed
for wasting mummy 2 yrs sch fees
and not me

pls larhh
use urr pea brain to think
im studying wad course
euu're studying wad course

iie studied 6 yrs in primary sch
4 yrs in secondary sch
3 yrs in ITE

ARENT EUU THE SAME?!

6 yrs in primary sch
5 yrs in secondary sch
2 yrs in ITE

isnt that fawk same with me and euu are complaining fawk shit?!

say im slacking at home and not finding jobs

fawk euu
thingys that euu didnt noe
dun any how say

how the fawk did euu noe im not finding jobs
how the fawk did euu noe im slacking at home doing nothing
how the fawk did euu noe all this rubbish when euu are at school

please please use urr fawk pea brain to think before euu do anything fawk shit!

2008-04-22T00:20:00.003+08:00

Okay.
I've been wanting to blog in like 346345 years
but due to my lazyness
I always end up closing the blogger window.
=x
Today, I shall blog whatever that pops into my mind.
And i'll make a colourful post today =))

First of all,
Apologies to my Silly.
I've been troubled by something that happened recently and I've made my silly so worried.
im Sorry Silly.

Next up!
Forbidden Kingdom.
Movie-d with huiying, edwin and of course my silly at west mall on Saturday. I can say it's a nice show.

Imgaine a American teenager obsessed with martial arts suddenly got transported back into time to Ancient China with a golden stick that is believed to be owned by the monkey king.

-.- Faint*

Yes.
A stupid ang mo kia showing up in a chinese blockbuster movie ?!
and that's not it.
What's crazy is for ancient time chinese to speak english and even the JADE EMPEROR!

Faint again*

This is totally crazy !!!
But I like the humour side of Jackie in that movie larhh. although I hate Jackie's Show so much. =x

Kbox.
Head down to Jurong East Entertainment for singing with my Silly on sunday.
It's been so long since I went singing.
It's cheap! LMAO!
I just like that feeling of being together with your love one singing songs together.
Looking at each other, holding hands.

Hey Hey~
It's nice okay!

Dont give me that look! I know what you are thinking!
you are just jealous-ing !!
=x

ok
I've received letters from NYP, NP, SP as well as RP
unsuccessful~
expected.

NYP actually did offer me another course
But
I decline that offer.
It's not the course I wanted.

But who cares
I've already decided to work and then study MDIS.
Friends suggested me to sign up for SIM instead of MDIS
bloody hell~
SIM's standard so high!

Mummy's been complainting
that i've been rotting at home since I graduated from ITE
instead of fully utilized my free time to find a job and earn money
I slack at home and maple everday

okay
enough of those emo-ing stuff.
My 20th birthday is coming real soon
it's the second time im celebrating my birthday
with my Silly

I want it to be a super special one
I want alot of presentSs

But most importantly, I want to spend my birthday with my Silly again.
=))
yeah ^^d

sian larhh.
that's about it.
Im done with my typing and stuffs

The time says 1.51 now.
gosh! got to top up my beauty sleep hour ler.

chao~

2008-04-15T15:07:00.004+08:00

TaDah !!
Im back~

Silly finally recover (Thanks God)
I've been having a great time with silly these few days. Watched "Untraceable" last friday with my silly at west mall. It's a good show with super disgusting ways of killing.

FBI agent Jennifer Marsh is tasked with hunting down a serial killer who posts images of his victims on the Internet. As time runs out, the cat-and-mouse chase becomes more personal for Jennifer.

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Stayed over at silly's place and went home in the morning as silly has been dated by his basketball friends. Then in the evening time, we meet up again to have our dinner and CCK park. It's the second time we went there for dinner. And we almost had our stomach exploded with Stingray, Seafood Soup, OtakSs and KangKong Vegetable. It was a nice dinner ^^

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As for yesterday, we planned to go bowling at Bukit Batok CSC but due to the early-fully-booked we went for Sakae Sushi instead. It's a treat from silly to celebrate his Pay Increment . Silly haven been confirm in the company as his probation period has yet over but he has already got his Bouns and Pay Increment. That's a good news~ But Silly dislike his bossy boss alot. Not just my silly, in fact almost all of them in the office dislike Silly's bossy boss =x

That's all for Silly and me.

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Finally, my JvlapleDocTe (cleric) reached lvl 51 and I'll be heading to Orbis for OPQ. Hopefully I still remember how to glitch =x

Downloading Cabal, the new game now. One of my girl introduce this game to me. Similar to Maple but I haven try. If it's nice~ I'll ask Silly to play with me ^^

Due to the problematic lappy of mine, I dunno why I couldnt up load the pictures. But I will upload it in my next post ( If I remember =x )

2008-04-10T09:31:00.002+08:00

If you peeps out there happen to see this post, whoever, please be kind enough to pray for my Silly. I really hope Silly can recover as soon as possible. Completely recover. It hurt so much to see him in this shape.

*Dear Jesus
Please take away the virus in Silly's stomach. Please let him recover right this minute. Please allow him to work in a good condition. Lay ur mighty hand on Silly to cure him right now.

ahmen.

2008-04-09T01:22:00.003+08:00

Silly's SICK!
My poor Silly~

Had to take care of my Silly these few days, so pardon me for not updating these few days ^^

Silly insist on finishing his work when he's got fever on monday. Doctor says Silly had Stomach Flu. Which means virus attacked Silly's stomach. But the virus will go away by itself, so doctor advice Silly not to eat too much.

Poor Silly got one big bag of all kinda medicineSss.

I'll pray for Silly to recover as soon as possible and be healthy again ^^

LURVE SILLY

2008-04-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

Things have not been sailing smoothly as I wanted it to be.
It's just totally sucks for me.

It's so unfair to the ITE students to apply for polytechnics. In Republic Polytechnic, we are only allowed to apply and are NOT allowed to appeal for the course we wanted. Not even once~

WTF?~

Friends then advise me to appeal in Nan Yang Polytechnic, which is so far from me can?!! I am going to try one last time for my luck tomorrow, if they still dont give me a chance, I guess I can jolly well give up! Am going back to Clementi ITE to get a testimonial from Mr Clement and hopefully the testimonial helps. God bless

The weather today describle my feelings. Heaven rain-ed as if it's pouring out all my sorrows in my heart. I sighed while looking at the rain.

Im so alone.
Im breaking down.
Lying flat on the floor
So dead.

Sorrows filled up my entire world. Just me. Alone in this pathetic world.

If I were to spell out the word on my mind loudly, I would say
Let me vanish into the thin air with nothing left on my mind. Peacfully~

2008-04-02T19:56:00.004+08:00

BULLYSHIT~

HA! I cant blame anyone but myself for my BULLSHIT result. I should have know that this is always the result. It has always been like this. Ever Since I know my first ABCs, my result as always been not-so-good result. I shouldnt have pin high hopes or rather I shouldnt have care so much!

I had this weird feeling.
This... unable-to-describle feeling.

I had never been down before about my result because all along, i knew that this is how it would turn out.
But this time, I feel sad. I feel bad.

I let my Silly down. Yes. Ive figured it out~ This is the reason why im feeling so weird. I let my Silly down. All his precious time and hardwork put on me has gone down the drain. He would scarifies his sleeping time to help me out in my presentations and projects.

And this is the result I gave him.

Hate this feeling. Dont know how to deal with it. So suffocating. Worst than handling emo feeling. Fawk.

GO AWAY~ GO AWAY~ * waving my hands up in the air like a mad cow *

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Entertainments !!!

I need entertainmentSss. I need to get rid of this stupid feelings.

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Silly's watching movie, Vantage Point *smth like that larhhs* with his company at Plaza Sing (If im not wrong) So I hid at home the whole day doing nothing.

Everything is not going the right way. Not a single thing.

*emo-ing*

2008-04-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

Before I post anything about my life and before the clock says 1200am,
I would like to wish everybody Happy April Fool Day.

And Successfully, I managed to Trick some of my friends

Well, I forward a sms saying:

" I'll be going overseas for further studies but we can still keep in contact by msn. Please dont forget me. take care my dear friends "

And guess what, I was laughing all the way when they got tricked by me especially my silly girl, belle, she actually called me up asking whether it's true. WAKAKA *laughing away like nobody business*

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My ITE results will be out tomorrow and hopefully I can get good grades to help me get into polytechanic. I wouldnt be greedy to ask for super good grades as I know my own limit, ya~

I will pray hard for my grades that are good enough for me to get into polytechanic so that i can further my studies in Singapore's Polytechanic rather in overseas~ LMAO

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Majong-ed last night with my besties together with ying's mummy but sad to say huiyi left early due to the sudden-change-of-mood. But nevertheless, we continued til 2am plus and then I cab-ed home.

I guess that will be all for now~
tata =x

2008-03-31T17:47:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of March

And guess what!

It's April Fool tomorrow ^^ (one of my favourite day)

April is approaching in less than 12 hours which means our 1 year anniversary, at the same day, my 20th birthday is coming. And i've been cracking my brain on how to celebrate.

Any suggestion?! *Puppy eyes*

-Clubbing?

-Pub?

-Kbox?

-Cable Car Dinner?

-OVERSEA?! *><*

Someone please help~ * T_T *

1st April 2008 - April Fool

2nd April 2008 - My Result is out

4th April 2008 - Polytechanic Result

26th April 2008 - 2oth Birthday

26-27 April 2008 - 1 year anniversary with Silly *hug pillow*

Silly brought a Brand New Keyboard yesterday at IMM. Without wasting any more time, Silly and me cab-ed home and started setting up the Keyboard.

Silly,

Will euu throw me aside to play the keyboard?

euu shd noe wadd will happens if euu do that horr ?! *EYES BIGBIG*

$%&#%*&#$%&%# !!!

2008-03-27T17:05:00.004+08:00

It's 27thMarch2008 today.

It's STILL our 11th months together ^^

why?!

It's secret.

Watched "The Orphanage" yesterday with Silly at West Mall.

Had wanted to give up watching halfway because it's way too scary for me.

But I managed to finish the show larhhs.

I still have the guts okie !

It's a touching and scary show~

Talking about movieSs linked us to many kinds of cinemaSs like Cathy and Eng Wah and so on

Then people start to discuss which of them is cheaper.

uh ha! Here comes the important part. MONEY

Inflation period is going on. Everything is increasing. According to my understanding, News on TV says Cathy's ticket price has increased by 6% on Weekends, Which means 10 bucks per person.

*Faint*

Peeps like me who loves to cab around is trying to restrain on taking cab and has yet getting used-to-it and Cathy's ticket is increasing their priceSs already.

*Faint again*

Every shit is increasing. Taxi followed by Movie Ticket and what's next?!

2008-03-26T18:09:00.002+08:00

It's 26March2008 Today.
It's Our 11th Monthsary Today.

I Stared At My Lappy For 2 Minutes Not Knowing What To
Post About Today And So I've came Out With A New Style
Of Posting.

Til Now Im Sure You Have Already Noticed.
Yes.
Start With Capital On Every Single Words I've Typed.

It's Our 11th Monthsary And Im Feeling So-Alone
As If My World Has Only Left With Me And Only Me
Air In My World Has Been Getting Lesser And Lesser.
And Sooner Or Later...

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Came Back From Chalet. It's Our Class Chalet, Held At Pasir Ris. Stay Over For A Night. Then Back Home With My Girls. Nothing Much Special To Blog About And Ive No Mood In Doing So Too. So I Guess I'll Stop Here.

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Oh. By The Way...
AnQii's Been A Good Girl Today.
No Gaming And I Took The Whole Of Afternoon Cleaning Only My Computer Desk And Installing My 3 In 1 Printer. Zzz

Chaos~

2008-03-25T10:55:00.002+08:00

DontaskmewhyamIbloggingwithoutspacing
Ijustfeellikedoingso

everyweekeverydaysameroutineneverfail
imtheonlyonewhosalwayslookingforsomething
toquarrelwithyouandyouaretheonewhosalways
gettinghurtimalwaystheonewhodontputineffort

itriedtobestronginfrontofyouwhenmummy
hurtthatnightaskingyounottoworrybecause
illbejustfinejustwheniwasstilltryingtopullthrough
andacceptityouhurtmelikehowmummydid
awordthaticannotacceptawordthathurtmeso
muchsomuchandyoucanstillfcukcaretryto
putyourselfinmyshoesandfeelhowdoesitfeel
whenyourlovesonessayyouarethepreciousand
nextmomentpushyoudowntothebottomofthewell

icanneveraccpetthatwordinmylifeandnoonehas
everdescribemewiththatworddoyoueverknow
thefeelingofmineallyouknowwasihadneverputin
anyeffortinthisrelationshipwadeverlarhhs.

Let the Wind take away my soul

2008-03-24T12:30:00.024+08:00

Alright~
Im back from Indo'sia~

Went on board ship for casino last friday with silly and his relatives. Just for the sake of casino. Cab-ed all the way to the Ferry-port, which ever you call that. Brought the ticket for $42 per person. And we were told that we are able to get the $40 back if we change $500 into chips. So everyone of us brought $500 in just for the sake of getting back the enterance fee,$40.

Well, ever heard of "There's no free lunch under the sky." Guess what? We missed our boat back to Singapore. LOLS. All because of the $500 chip. We couldn't cash out =.= So we continued to gamble til we can change the $500 chip to cash out chips. It's kinda hard to explain but who cares!

Im back in Singapore already. LOLS.

The Cigarette man(above)

2008-03-20T15:24:00.005+08:00

Ok. Finally I've got inspriation in blogging now.
LOL

I've been a really big "Zhutou" this morning.

Why?

Silly woke me up by shaking me as if there's a earthquake vivdly. It's time for me to go home and he will be going to work. So I rush here and there. Getting all ready up so silly wont be late for work. And I ended up taking bus back to silly's house after reaching the bus stop near my house!

And why did euu went back for?

BECAUSE I LEFT MY STUPID LAPTOP IN SILLY'S ROOM...
Ok. It's so poor thing, ok?! To run here and there in Half-wake-Half-sleep Mode !!
Duh =.=

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OK~

And so I was chatting with one of my ex-classmates in Primary School over the msn and we were like crapping lots of things. Recalling back to the past when we had so much fun together made us miss each other so much can?! It's like plenty of memories larhhs!

And this is part of our conversations...

How's ur life, girl?

Me: Well.. My life has been getting a BILLION times better when I get to know this GUY, currently my sweetheart. ><

Her: awww~ that's sweet ^^

ME: and how about euu? Haven euu got any boyfriend?

HER: yupps, and Im getting married soon.

ME: WAD?! SOON?! and when is it? How come? euu are only 20 ><>

AND GUESS WHAT WAS HER REPLY?!

HER: ohh. ^^ we just love each other. That's all.

MAN~
That's the ONLY good news I've heard among all of my friends who has already got married at the age of mine or so... Compared to " Im having his baby...So we are getting married"

That's wonderfull~

As for me and my silly, he has already planned everything for the both of us. He'll work hard for the both of us while Im studying ( That only happens when I've good news from any Polytechnic) otherwise, we work hard and earn money for licsence and for car. Next, we'll aim for HDB flat which is big enough for the two of us and our kids. NO! KID.

I dont want to waste money on slimming down session with whichever you call those slimming down stores like "Jean Yip"?

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Gosh T_T
Ever since I fracture my right hand last finger. I missed out alot of things like Bowling Pool Volleyball and even when I "majong", I feel the pain too! (pardon me for not puting comas cox I hate it. LOLs) And stupid doctor says " It takes at least 2-3 months to FULLY RECOVER"

2-3 MONTHS !!
FULLY RECOVER !!

This is so crazy larhhs !! Just one small little stupid finger cause me many NOs.

NO Bowling
NO Pool
NO Volleyball
NO Majong
NO Heavy Lifting
NO THIS ?!
NO THAT ?!

Can someone please kill me?

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Yawn*
Imma missinq my Silly !!

2008-03-18T12:20:00.002+08:00

I've give it a thought
A very deep thought

It could be a test for us
But I know I'll fail it for sure.

Because the moment I think of
euu are leaving my side for a week.

It means my world will be in totally darkness in that week.
That the worst thing could happen to me in my entire life!

But I'll leave the decision to euu.

2008-03-12T00:48:00.001+08:00

I really hate bidding goodbye.

Still so torturing.

When Can I Be The Old Me Again.

Torturing.

2008-03-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

I may have alot of tears to drop.
But every single drops of them bring cuts to my heart.
One drop of tears bring one deep cut to my heart.
I have a bleeding heart.

Wo zhen der shou shan ler
hao xiang yao hao hao der wan ge tong kuaii
hao rang wo der xin hao guo yi diian

2008-03-10T11:24:00.002+08:00

I need a job.
To pass my time.
To help in reducing my stress.

I want money.
I want shopping.

Any lobang?

Pick rubbish also I want! =.= (jk)

2008-03-09T11:02:00.002+08:00

Im not a good girlfriend.

The only safe place for broken heart is fridge. Froze it up, only then...

It will not be moved.

2008-03-09T00:32:00.001+08:00

ask urrself.
do euu need me or euu wan me.

til then...

2008-03-07T17:27:00.002+08:00

Nothing much to say.

Enjoying my * Duo niu yao bu yao*

stay til~

i missed my silly so much!

2008-03-06T11:14:00.003+08:00

Im free!

Im finally free from PROJECTS and BOOKS and most importantly,

I AM FREE FROM SCHOOL~

Everyone is blogging about their future planning after graduating.

And Im still a blur head not knowing what I want exactly.

Days ahead for me seem so blury.

2 paths for me to choose.

the right one and the left one.

The sign on the right path says "Poly"

While the left one says "Walk into this path and you will enter adults' world, working life"

neither way is good.

What should I do?

Whatever it is, I shall enjoy for a few days first ^^

2008-02-15T01:16:00.003+08:00

Oh.
Did anyone missed my blog or should I say missed me?

*bryan: I MISS MY SWEETIE BABY PRINCESS VALENTINE!*

=.= stupid silly typed that when I was blogging in his room.

Chinese New Year wasnt that bad for me at all this year. In fact, it's better than any other years that i've spent my Chinese New Year with all my relatives in the past! I get to spend my whole Chinese New Year with my silly and all we do was gamble and have fun. omg. Alot of things happened during this period and resulted my lazyness to blog. hahas. But dont worry because im here to blog about my Valentine business and how I spend my Valentine Day with my sweetheart.

Ying and I looked up a supplier of flowers and got them imported to singapore from oversea. Then something unpleasant happened and Im too lazy to type out. Anyway, we settled the problem and we start selling in school today and business wasnt bad and wasnt very good too. But at least we had our capital earned back ^^

Today is a very memoriable day for me as it's the first time i spend my Valentine Day with my silly. My very first Valentine Day. Head straight back home after school and maple. Then gave a surprise to my silly by going down to his company and wait for me to end his work and then we head back again together and decided to go for singing. Silly wore the blazer that I super like it, just for me! hahas. Then we took some stupid neoprints. Silly says it's a short valentine day for us and so we will have another Valentine day on Saturday.

To me, Everyday is Valentine day for me. As long as silly is with me... everyday is valentine day. ^^

Silly,
thanks for the treat.
It's fun going K with euu and
iie definitely wann tuu qo wif euu aqainn.

iim qladd that iie spendd my very first valentine day with euu
and im happy euu are the one.
it's very very memoriable
and iie will never ever forqet it~ ^^

muacks. muackSs. MUACKSS!!

2008-02-07T12:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW
YEAR!

It's RAT year and I hope all the RATS go into hiding and enjoy their life and never come out to scare people anymore, not me at least.

It's kinda weird that I actually dont like Chinese New Year this year. Well, I'm been meeting my silly everyday without fail since 26April2007. And Im able to count how many days we didnt get to meet with my 10 fingers. And today, we might not be able to meet. Oh well.

Caught Kung Fu Dunk yesterday with my silly. It's a 5/5 movies. (must watch) Unexpected things keep happen in the movie and Jay Zhou is kinda innocent inside the movies. Another reason why you peeps must catch the show is, It's damn funny can! damn damn funny~ ^^ If there's a chance, I will definitely watch again and again.

3 movies on my waiting list and 1 is down.

Ah Long Pte Ltd (pending)
CJ7 (pending)
Kong Fu Dunk (done)

Im alr missinq euu now silly.
I told euu iie dunch like spendinq a day without euu by my side.
It's just sho lifeless without euu can!

baby, iie lurve euu~

2008-01-25T13:31:00.001+08:00

Alright.
It's 25th January today.

New year clothes has yet to settle. Project's deadline are drawing nearer as the clock ticks. PIC test are just around the corner. Starhub flood my house with BILLS. Valentine day's coming up.

Good things never last forever. And no matter how good you are at hiding, Bad news always reach you.

It's the last day of school for the week. Gave it a miss. Nothing much to do.

Audition
Maple
Facebook

Then I took a rest and here im resting. worried about my project as I know nothing about Flash. Went to see section head about my attendance. What else can he say? =.=

I had a bad dream a few days ago. Couldnt shake it off my head no mater how. Resulted me to think the way I shouldnt have. I know it's no use telling my silLy. Cox he'll just say: " It's just a dream." Oh whatever!

I want to go shopping! I want cash and more cash!

Oh fawk~
Im just so boring without silLy by my side.
hais~
wadever...

2008-01-22T00:07:00.001+08:00

If I were to have the same power as god, I will recreate the world. Making sure there wont be any old "hen" or old "rooster" ruining my days. I teach my people only Peace. Satan and devils will be removed completely. A world filled with love, care, share and concern, with all this, the world will be peaceful as it never had. And I will name my first male and female, Romeo and Julia. Female and male are equally important. There shall be no kings, for I am the Queen.
Next, I will have fairies everywhere to replace the statues we are praying to currently. And of course sacrifice will be needed.

Sometime, it's not I don't want to obey them. But the attitudes they are giving is totally like a pile of cow shit. BULL SHIT!

Just exactly what can I do to make them understand me?

silLy,
Thanks4beinq thr fer miie
wenn that old 'hen' ruin my days

silLy always try all means andd ways tuu make miie laugh
andd that's whyy iie lurve him sho muchie.

Im nort very good with words,
andd iie do hope that euu understand me.
Thinqqs iie do, might be different and
thus causing people to hab de other way round of thinkinq.
Yet, iie wann euu tu noe that
everythinq and everythiinq iie do
is related tuu euu~

though myy temper ish a lil bit nasty,
but waddever iie do.
if possible, i'll reduce the percentage of quarreling
tu the lowest.

iie really lurve euu silly.
andd nothinq ish mre important tuu euu inn my heart.
nothinq can be replace euu iin my heart.
nothinq.

all iie need is urr love, baby.

2008-01-19T14:31:00.000+08:00

Straight to the point.
1 good news
1 bad news

Bad news first.

I realise
how much I love you,
how much I need you.

And I've also realised
how much you
actually care about me.

Im sure
Im not expecting too much.
Cox that's is what normal people will do
I don't understand you.

It all start with a stupid aunty,
A stupid aunty,
Causing us to be like this.

That shows how strong our relationship are. It's easy to solve, But when you started to say "It's all my fault" unwillingly. It pissed me off. ALOT! I dislike you to be so sacastic and I believe I've said that a MILLION times. I purposely made you worry. Disappointment is all I get. I waited and waited. Hours and hours. " Go home rest..." is all I get. Disappointment and disappointment. Am I just that not importand to you?

告诉我你不会走远

告诉我没改变

只是离开我视线

我想要就能回到你世界

告诉我不需要思念

就像你在身边

还有梦一起实现

你想要的只是一点时间

Good news.

Im offically a Hermit.

that's all~

2008-01-16T10:43:00.000+08:00

Alright, I gave school a miss today. Second time of the week. My flu got worst and I couldn't sleep the whole night. The pain in the throat was killing me, I couldn't even swallow anything. Not even water. Then slowly, Fever came along. And i've got no choice but to give school a miss.

I hope silLy and I will be alright in no time.

Praying*

Okay! As promised, Im here to blog about last sunday when huiying, edwin, silLy and me headed to Zoo early in the morning. Been planning to go Zoo for a long time and finally we went. It was a hot hot afternoon and we had some stupid pictures taken. I guess it's time for to let the pictures to do some talkings ^^

I had wanted to take a ride on the elephant. But it's kinda smelly and expensive for 4 people. But it's okay. I've got a free ride on the carriage, and all thanks to marilyn ^^ Zoo was fun, I like it alot. Then we headed back to CCK, had our dinner at some werid place. Forgotten to take pictures because the food there was nice nice nice. ^^

Next we head straight to Lot1 ezone to play the DDR. That's when another crazy time we had for the day

silLy,

iie wanna thanks silLy for everything and everything for that day. Thanks for treating me tuu Zoo. accompany me to ezone when euu had nothing to do but to watch us play ><

iie just wanted to say iie lurve euu so much so much andd iie cant let euu go anymore...

2008-01-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

Holyshit~
Everyone is down with flu
So am I
And my poor silly took 2 days off from work due to the flu as well and a little serious cough.
And I've been by silly's side to make sure he had his medicine taken after 3 meals a day. Guess what, he look totally like a child when he had this [ >.< ] stupid face when it's time to take medicine, especially the liquid form, cough syrup.

oh, euu silLy darlinq ^^

oh well, the time say it's 12.05 now and my throat is irriating me so much, so much. I guess it's time for me to take a rest to recharge my battery again.
But stay tune, because I've got a entry to post about last sunday on the next post. It's going to be interesting and there will be pictures to view.

So~ stay tune.

SilLy,
I hope euu had urr medicine brought over tuu urr office and remember tuu had urr medicine taken after every meals.
please dun hu so much as instruct by urr doctor.
No spicy/fried foodd tuu be taken til euu recover.
No gas-sy drinks or non-healthy drinks are allowed as well.

I'll pray fer my silLy tuu get well soon enuff tuu take care of miie once again ><
muacks

2008-01-10T15:57:00.000+08:00

I tears in bus today
I'm worried everyday
It has been uneasy, uncomforatble without you
But no sercure was given when you are away
All I could do was to think of the positive way
But that could last only until...

Those laughters behind spoils my mood immediately
And I knew I hate it alot
I didnt know what to do
So I hang up

It changes my mood for the rest of the day
If only I have magical power
I turn you into a tiny human
Put you in my pocket
And bring you everywhere I go

If only ...
"If only" only appears in fairy tales.

SilLy,
iie believe euu wouldnt like it if it's de other way round
iie noe euu are innocent
but trust miie, euu wouldnt like that feelings.

andd euu sounded like euu are hidding something from miie.

it doesnt mean iie dun trust euu,
iie do...
but because euu are nort with me
and things euu do couldn't make miie stop thinking the negativly.

2008-01-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

When she walks away from you mad[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore's you[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]

When she's scared[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your shoulder[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]

When she tease's you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grab's at your hands[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]

When she bump's into you[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over[ she still wants you to be hers ]

2008-01-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

Alright.

Let me just cool down a little before I blog something nice today. Well, it doesnt end well actually, BUT definitely not quarrel with my baby. DEFINITELY NOT! Alright, I'll tell you why.
okie. It's the first day of school reopen~ To my surprise, when I had my feets stepped into the school, enrollments( did I get this word correct? ). Yes, new students are joining my school, CLEMENTI ITE, in case you peeps out there dont know. And needless to say, it's "flooded" with humans~

So, I continue my paces to my classroom, and I saw my CA( class advicer ) and guess what? He praised me. Well, first day of school reopen and Im the second student to turn up for lesson. It's mean it's a great start for me. I hope I'll keep it that way and all the way til I graduate from this school.

Started new lesson called , Flash. Kinda fun. Managed to know what going on. Then bugis-ed with huiying. Had my eyebrowns shaped nicely, brought a little present for my baby and yes, he love it. Of course! It's from mE! >_<
Then met up with my baby for dinner followed by movie, National Treasure. Well I give that movie 10/10~ It's a YES YES movie to watch. ^^ Alright, after movie, that when everything is ruined! My Hp bills. F5

Fk, Fck, Fuck !!!

Alright, Im lazy to post it out here. Cause it PISSED me off!
Going to settle it out with my baby to starhub tomorrow and I hope it's easy-to-settle.

Due to some dont-know-what's-wrong-with-my-lappy problem, pictures will be delayed.

sorry for the no-pictures-to view cause ^^

2007-12-31T09:55:00.000+08:00

yawns~
I've got a pair of panda eyes!!!

Been waiting for something through out the night and in the end nothing. But it's ok i believe.

Today(31 dec 2007) is the last day of 2007 and a brand new year will be approaching real soon. But im not in the new year mood. I wonder why~

As the new year is arriving real soon after 12 mid-night, everyone is hoping that it's a new start in their life. And for me, I want everything best for me. E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G !!!
Be it in studies, family and friends... I want all the best~ and of cause not forgetting my silly. I want a relationship that blooms like it never had before on earth. Super Duper hot record on earth on the ever sweetest couple on earth. And I want everything best for my silly~ Im just so in loved with my silly

SilLy,
Let's leave all da badd memoriies we hadd toqetherr with 2007
andd start anew wif 2008
Mayy our lurve last all da wayy til the last man standinnq on earth
andd even lonqer than earth can make it
Bombb da whole of universe wif our lurve
create our ownn heaven wif new lifes added into ours.

That's all I'll ask... ...

Stay tune!

2007-12-26T00:53:00.000+08:00

Once again~

MERRY CHIRSTMAS !!

through time is over ><

Movie-d with my silLy in the late afternoon, I am legend. Then head down to silLy's house, had my favourite, curry for dinner. Then went to meet my girls to have a lil girls' chat. It's been long since we had a girls' chat. Once in a while feel good. cab-ed back home with yvonne. Thanks for the ride.

And something miserable happened. A small quarrel between silLy and me. I remembered I asked him to use a word to describe me. And he send me this word "Unfathmoable", it means hard to fully understand. And indeed I am. Since im hard to understand, then continue to misunderstand me.

silLy

Let miie prove euu wronqq.

I'll show euu that iie can still survive without spendinqq a sinqle cent of urs andd iie noe how tuu save money. iie swear im goona prove euu wronqq!!

I'll save for the future of us.

I lurve euu.

2007-12-25T16:16:00.000+08:00

came across this when Im reading my emails.

Interesting.
(actually, I will prefer my boy to tell me if it's truth)

It goes :

We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the
need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.

See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it ether.

Silly, which is truth and which is not?
Tell me

2007-12-25T11:54:00.000+08:00

Fk Fuk Fuck

She ruin my christmas !!
I hate her !!

hahas. Nice christmas uh?

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL FUCK
PEEPS !!
*roll eyes* -.-

Thank you silly for all that you've done for me. The best christmas present I ever received is you. The best part was when SHE riun my christmas and you were there for me and try all means to make me happy. I'm very very touched. It's Christmas today !! Merry Christmas to my silly, muacks~ I love you

It's our 8th monthsary and happy 8 monthsary to us !! keke*

25th - Merry Christmas
26th/27th - Happy 8th Monthsary

*claps*

2007-12-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
(in advance)

oh!!
It's a day where everyone recevies presentSss.
and and and...
It's a day that I love so much especially this year!! I'll be spending my christmas with my silly and i'm looking forward to it. But there's a lil things that aint going my way, and that is...

MY COUGH AINT GETING ANY BETTER !!
IN FACT, WORST !!

and and and!! the worst thing ever is I AM FORBIDDEN from eating macdonald !!!
okays. Some may think, "heyy come on! It's only macdonald, and wad's mre euu wont benefits anything by eating fast food. -.- "

But you see~
It's my favourtie ><
hahas.
and guess what!!

I order macdonald last night !!
><

I've this strong... ... what's that called?
o.O ???

argh! forget it. anyway I just ate...
Slowly... I consumed the fries slowly...
yummy ><

Hope my silly's not angry with me.. hahas!
ok. Im out of things to blog, or perhaps Im lazy to blog. Silly's coming over to my house to take care of me. keke* All I need was to relax and wait for silly to come ^^

alright!
that's all
Bye.

2007-12-24T00:08:00.000+08:00

Yes Im back...
Been shopping all the way. From Bugis, to orchard and bus-ed home. I just love long bus rides, especially with my silly. It's like just the both of us. I like it ^^ Took some silly neo prints. shall upload it WHEN MY 3 IN 1 PRINTER IS FINALLY INSTALL. -.-

Silly,
I lurve sleepinqq on ur shoulder.
Makes miie feel sho safe.

Lurve when euu gently kiss myy foreheadd,
Lurve when euu gave miie a lonq and warm hug,
Lurve when euu looked worried when Im sickk,
Lurve when euu act silly.

Im just sho iin LOVE with euu, silLyy!!
muacks~

2007-12-23T12:46:00.000+08:00

Been sleeping for the whole Saturday off and ended up staying up at mid night with my silly. Audition all the way to 4am before I crawl to my bed. And that how I past my Saturday.

-.-

And today, Sunday, hoping to find some interesting stuffs to do and not wasting another day with silly doing nothing again. Let's wait til the end of the day...

Stay tuned!!

Christmas!! 2 mre days to go~ I want a big big surprise and lotsa lotsa presentSss...

Hmmm.. Present uh~ baby's presents... uh huh!!

It's a secert.. ><

silly baby,

I love you

I really do.

Muacks.

2007-12-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

Below are the movies and date that we went to catch in December. Basically, 3 movies in 1 week.

Hitman NC16 - 02/12/07
Golden Compass - 08/12/07
Alvin & The Chipmunks - 14/12/07
Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium - 16/12/07

Christmas!
Happy New Year!
Valentine Day!
Happy Birthday/1st anniversary!

So many Special Occassions waiting for us to celebrate. And I cant wait for my birthday to come as it's another VERY SPECIAL OCCASSION. It's our First Anniversary ever~ !! *claps*

omg.
omg.
omg.

OMG!!

2007-12-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

Fark! Fark! Fark! Fark! Fark! Fark!
#$^%$#&%$%^$#%&^#% !!!!!!!!!!!

IF I NEVER REMEMBER WRONGLY, YOU DID BEG ME WITH THAT FARKING PATHETIC FACE OF YOURS WHEN YOU ARE IN DEEP HOT SOUP! AND NOW YOU STILL GOT THE FARK CHEEK TO SMS ME AND SCOLD ME, WHEN I SEND OUT AND YOU NEVER RECEIVE MY SMS? AND WHEN IT'S UNDER THE SITUATION OF ASKING FARK PERMISSION TO FARK USE TMY LAPTOP?!

DONT YOU FARK DARE TO FARK THINK THAT I AM AFRAID OF MOTHER. TRYING TO USE MOTHER AS YOUR SHEILD?!

HAHAHA! IT'S DOESNT FARK WORK FOR ME BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FARK CARE TO IT!

GREAT~ SHOWING HOW STRONG YOU ARE TO ME WHEN I AM NOT IN THE WRONG RIGHT? GOOD. LET'S SEE HOW PROUD YOU CAN BE WHEN I LET THE CAT OUT OF THE BAG!

@^$^$#%&#%$%^#$%*&@$%^%^*%$^#%*@$%^#%$*@$%$%&@$%^$%*#%$^#$%@%$&$%&^%^*@$%^%#*%^*#%^@$%&#%^*#%$^#$^$%&*%*@%^#$%@*@$%*$%^^$#%&#$%&@$%^@$#^$%*&@$%^$*@%#$^#*^*#%^&@$#@$^%*#%&#&#$%& !!!!!

Enough of the fark post. boils my blood!

=D Let's post somthing else. okie. i mean i'll post somthing else. Hmmm. Today is a special yet normal day. why? becuase FINALLY i get to see the sun after so many rainy days! I guess it's time for sun to get back to work BECAUSE ALL MY POOR CLOTHES HAVEN BEEN GETTING THE CHANCE TO ENJOY STAYING OUT IN THE SUN FOR SOME SUN TANNING!

And poor anqii is going to be naked soon if it still contiune to rain like hell~ -.-

aNQii's being baby's good girl today because despite knowing there will be VERY little peeps attending for lesson today as it's going to be holidays real soon, I still went for lesson. ^^

And guess what?

A TOTAL OF 4 STUDENTS!! Including me -.- Just this pathetic 4 student came for lesson. Nothing much to do since there' only 4 people, i headed home happily with mac donald in my hand for lunch~ ^^

holidays !! ^^ any plan? any job to intro?

babyy,
iie lurve euu.
it's nicee to see ourr relationshiip to iimprove
sho muchie~
Im gladd we did.
Let's lurve like we never did
and fill the world
with jealousy!!
wakakaka~

2007-12-11T19:30:00.000+08:00

One word,
Fail,
for my AIT ca today.

Say congrats to me~

Baby's loving me more and more each day. Fill Fill Fill~ Fill up my world with only your love care and concern ^^

babyy,
did euu see da improvements?
I didd~ andd im lovinqq itt.
Mwarrks!

2007-12-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

Where is our love heading to?
Is our love that strong like before?
Or it's just fading away?

Im not sure of it anymore.
Could you please tell me the answer?

Wrote this a few days ago~
Just for you my love.

oh-handsome man~

You're way too oh-handsome man
That's why it'll never fail
You'll have me so excited, so excited
When you say “I Lurve you”
Damn all those oh-bitchy girls
They only wanna peep at you
They'll have you so excited, so excited
When they say “I want you”

[Verse 1:]See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell in love
Cause we both knew
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)

They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

[Refrain:]See it's very divine,
you;re one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

2007-12-05T15:28:00.000+08:00

BLOG IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION !!

BUT

TAGBOARD SERVICE IS STILL AVAILABLE~

A little message for my darling Lijia~

Phang Lijia!

euu wann bedd time storyy argh?!! Since wenn my posts become urr bedd time storyy, euu this baka!

-.-

alright, i'll post justt ferr the sake of urr "bedd time storyy", but nortt now ^^

2007-11-19T10:31:00.000+08:00

My feelings now are like taking something sweet and bitter, put them into the mixer and mix.
Just when I feel happiness, they'll be there to share their outings story and jealousy overwhelmed my happiness. Forever like that. They always get what I want. Everything and everthing. And when I think about the situtation between us, I slowly learn how to think like an adult. But this is suffering. It sure does.

No matter how hard we tried, we can never be like them. Never. Im way too greedy. I always wanted to the the outstanding one. But under this situtation... unless I disappeared for 2 - 3 months and chiong like hell. Sometime, I just wanted to learn how to be contented with what I have. But just when Im starting to learn how to be, they'll be there with something new again.

Too much things to worry. Too much things to learn.

Too much~

~~I wish they are out of my life!~~

Baby,
Teach me...
Teach me how to be contented with what I have...
Save me, please.

2007-11-10T11:44:00.001+08:00

Counting down...

Day/s left for baby's to accompany: today is the last day
Days before baby start working: 2 (including today)

Well. I guess I have to accept the fact that baby's working soon and he can no longer accompany me. Haven enjoy enough being with him after his tempoary job and he's starting to work again. Days in the future are going to be boring. I'll just find a job to kill my left-over time after school.

Today is our last day to have fun together. I guess our Everyday-meeting-days is finally over and I have adapt to the day where we can only get to meet up 2 days in a week.

Baby's said:" hahas. euu justt take itt as I'm qoinq ns aqainn lor. But dis time, it's much betterr. Widd the same workinq hours everydayy, we maybe can meet at niqht."

I refused I refused I refused lar!

oh lord. please save me. argh!

baby,
Justt whenn we starts to qet better andd closerr,
euu are startinq work soonn.
I swearr Im gonna miss euu like hell,
Im gonna thinkk of euu everyy seconds and everyy minutes.

I noe baby worryy aboutt me whenn euu startt workk.
I promise tuu take qood care of myself.
Rememberr that 1 month's promised?
hahas.
Im gonna qet it no matterr wadd ^^

Baby,
iie lurve the warmth iin moii heart
But it doesnt feel qood whenn euu're gone.
Baby, fill me upp with ur warmest warmth toniqht.
Shower me a little more love toniqht,

Say euu love me 9999 times toniqht,
Hold moii handd and nv let it go.
Im goona feel urr love toniqht,
so let us make our love special today !!

iie realised lovinq euu is nv enuff ferr me, iie lurve euu endless-ly
euu are moii only one and will nv be replaced.

I lurve euu bryanchua*

2007-11-07T14:29:00.000+08:00

Yawn. it's wednesday today. Gave school a miss and ended up doing nothing at home. Audition for awhile then decided to check out what movie is available. And before I check, I online my msn and check out my mails. And guess what, I came across this funny jokes about chewing gums.

This is how it goes...

A Singaporean was on holiday in Malaysia ..
He was having his coffee, croissants, bread, butter & jam at the hotel's coffee house.
A Malaysian man who was chewing gum, sat down next to him & started a casual conversation.

Malaysian : 'You Singaporeans eat the whole bread?'
Singaporean : 'Of course.'
Malaysian : 'We don't. In Malaysia , we only eat what's inside.The crusts we collect in a container, recycle it, transform them into croissants & sell them across to Singapore .'

The Malaysian then had a smirk on his face while the Singaporean listened in silence.

Malaysian : 'Do you eat the jam with the bread?'
Singaporean : 'Of course.'
Malaysian (chuckling): 'We don't. In Malaysia , we eat fresh fruit for breakfast, then we put all the peels, seeds & other left-overs in a container, recycle them, transform them into jam, before we sell it across to Singapore .'

This time, the Singaporean retorted : 'Do you have sex in Malaysia ?'
Malaysian : 'Why, of course we do'
Singaporean : 'Do you wear protection'
Malaysian : 'Of course! We wear condoms.'
Singaporean : 'And what do you do with the condoms once you've used them?'
Malaysian : 'Stupid question ! Of course we throw them away.'

Singaporean : 'We don't. In Singapore , the government secretly puts them in a container, recycle them, melt them down into chewing gum & sell them across to Malaysia ,... & that's the real reason why we banned chewing gum in Singapore

Damn funny can? lols. I was like laughing all the way ALONE at home, so crazily.
hahas. anyway, tomorrow's a holiday for everyone. Guess I dont have to say why. Thinking of going to have a "sumptoms" ( did I spell that correctly? Pardon if I did ) lunch-cum-dinner. Or maybe a movie to kill the time?

hmmm...

2007-11-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

Damn it~

Damn it~

Damn it~

Damn it~

Damn it~

2007-10-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN

Im finally able to blog after 1.day.of.vomit.day AND i missed out the outing with my girlfriends on saturday lar! T_T

Started to feel very uncomfortable in the late afternoon on friday and i started to vomit in the midnight. Kept tossing right and left to find a comfortable position to rest, end up kissing the wall !! boyfriend look after me all 2 days and 2 night til this morning boyfriend's friend send me home.

Sim2 for a while and then audition. Next search for what kinda movie we wanna catch and lastly, blogging.

And.and.and this is my house in sim2 !!!

2007-10-25T13:35:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend,
From me to you.

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need
In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Dear,
If someone were to ask me what I really want in my life
I'll pull you over to my side
Give you the warmest hug
Gently kiss you on your lips and say proudly " You are the only one in my life"

Because without you, im nothing
But ever since you step into my life, Im the most happiness woman under the sky
Under your care, I fear nothing

You ask me how much I love you last night
It's more than you can imagine
It's higher than the sky, wider than the sea
And and and it's bigger than the Universe of Universe

If I had a chance to plant my love somewhere
I'll choose to plant it in the core of this planet
Because I believe that with the power of our love
Earth will be more beautiful than it is now

2007-10-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

WAD THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE MAPLE!

is it having a donkey server check or new donkey patch is coming up?
OR
is my donkey maple spoil?

argh... im back from since since 1 plus. And up til now, i dont have the chance to touch my donkey maple! wtf man!

2007-10-24T14:02:00.000+08:00

BOoHoOHOo~

I have a long entry to post today. Just came back form school. Another normal day i say. okie. let's get start with the post from... Monday?

Ended school early on monday, nothing much to do so ying and i headed to Jurong entertainment for some singing. took some pictures while sing and we are having fun there.

aftermath, something unpleasant happened to boyfriend and me and ying and me ended up at boyfriend's company waiting for him. both ying and i got drenched cause it pours in the evening. headed straight to boyfriend house after he got off from work and then things started to go the wrong side. boyfriend start to vomit like nobody business and i felt so helpless can! omg~ Seeing him sick til like this and i couldnt do a single shit to help makes me feel so useless and then i drop a few tears in front of him. all the way til 4am plus then we finally can get some rest on his bed. and all the way til the next day 7pm plus then we open our eyes. gave school a miss. we took a deep long nap and boyfriend's fever is finally gone. rest awhile and relax then boyfriend sent me home. another day just pass like that.

Boyfriend,
please take good care of yourself. never let yourself to be so sick again. it's hurt me alot in my heart see you so sick and yet there's nothing i can do to help you to feel better. please take care of yourself, wei ler wo. hao mar?!

And and and! dont hu so much!!
Love you miss you muacks!

2007-10-21T10:05:00.000+08:00

--20 October 2007--

First of all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to boyfriend.
Accompany boyfriend the whole day yesterday. And he was supposed to work yesterday but he 'took off' or rather self declared holiday just for me ><><

--21 October 2007--

Boyfriend's off to work. Poor thing. Sunday also habe to work OT. What the donkey hell was that company doing. Boyfriend is JUST a tem.worker down there. Make him work like Pem.stuff and the pay was like. Zzz. Shit them. Things goes so unhappy early in the morning. Boyfriend's donkey sister. Makes me!! Makes me!! Makes me nearly threw my temper at boyfriend. I have this donkey temper which no matter what cannot change due to the 'training' from papa. This werid -Early.disturb.my.sleep.temper- kill almost all my family members when they wake me up by forcing and WHEN im not haven enough sleep yet. And that donkey sister force boyfriend to wake me up and that makes me @%$%$&@#$% !!!

Forget it. Luckily boyfriend know how to wake me up without letting my temper out. phew. Else. i guess we are going to have a cold war again. all because of !!! %$$&^#%^#$ !!! Zzz.

Couldnt sleep after boyfriend cab.ed me home. so currently mapling and D.L bleach 144~

That's all for now.

2007-10-19T03:57:00.000+08:00

I couldnt sleep anymore after receving boyfriend's message in the middle of the night. wow? so sweet? NO! we quarrel almost everything under the sky. He's starting to work. And im starting to miss him like hell.

Everything is going the wrong side. Nothing i do is correct. All i want is a little caring message from him once in a while. I've been waiting and waiting every minutes and every seconds. I just couldnt concentrate on anything but keep on missing him. My life is ruin. So ruined. I know i have to be prepared once boyfriend start working.

I thought it's easy to control as we can always contract with each other no matter when. I thought it's easy to control as we get to meet after work no matter what happens. hahas. I thought, i thought, i thought. you thought i think who confirm.

I just dont know what to do now. Just what can i do to stop letting the devil out of me. The devil is slowly crawling out without boyfriend around me. My tempers gets worst every seconds without boyfriend. My life is just so messy without boyfriend. Even for a second. I couldnt think properly without boyfriend.My life is ruin.

I wasnt like that before. I wasnt like that before boyfriend fills up my life with full of colours. And now. These colour are fading away fast. There's no way we can meet anymore. He's starting work so donkey early. Ending work at a donkey time. After that damn tired.

He's plan for everyday is start and end work at a donkey time and damn tired after work. Going home to rest after work. And my job is to miss him evey single seconds once i open my eyes. To waiting for his little caring message every single seconds. oh please god, please teach me what can i do? what i can i do stop missing him so much. What can i do to stop giving him problems. What can i do to stop the devil inside me from crawling out fast.

boyfriend,
arbo you tell me what can i do to stop all this. Teach me how?

Im lost~

2007-10-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

My life was never been so colourful before you step into my life.
Im glad that ive found you and that you are the one.
Im missing you.
Im losing control.
Perhaps its time to get back a little and not relying so much on you.
I need time to adjust.

So broken down. Lying dead.

Going out*

2007-10-18T14:26:00.000+08:00

Socond post for the day. Ended school early today. Went back home after that, it's been so so long since i go home straight after school. i'll normally go boyfriend and peii him. Boyfriend told me before that he loves to see me once he wake up so i used to went there happily to kiss him gently on his forehead as a form of im here. then disturb him to wake him up. i guess im not going to have that chance anymore. He's too busy to even sms me now. busy working. after work, so tired. go home fall asleep right away. i knew it. i just knew it that days would be so different once boyfriend start working. im so alone now~ so boring.

I miss boyfriend!!

2007-10-18T08:12:00.000+08:00

Its another new day and im here to blog before going to school. I guess boyfriend has already gone to work. Still quite sleepy after bathing. Has been tossing away through the nights these days. Couldnt sleep no matter how donkey tired i am. Has been sleeping on boyfriend's bed since dont know when and this resulting being "stranger" to my OWM donkey bed. Zzz. But luckily i've got something to do when i couldnt sleep. Big days are coming and i couldnt wait for it to come.

awww~ im so lazy to go school today. As my donkey Time-Table is with ah gong, i wonder what time lesson will end today? omg~

ohohoh! my donkey maple just lvled yesterday and im so happy can. ^^d
Chiong chiong!!

Boyfriend,
im going crazy without donkey you beside me. im starting to think crazy-ily without donkey you.
My mind just couldnt work properly without donkey you. you are only working tempoary it's only the second day and i've gone crazy.
i guess im just so not going to get used to the days where i have only so little hours with donkey you.
couldnt get donkey you out of my mind. couldnt concentrate on anything.
i miss donkey you so boyfriend! please do something to cure my donkey craziness ><

2007-10-17T11:51:00.001+08:00

Im back to blogging again. Second post for the day. Self declared holiday for today. Wanted to lvl my maple since im so awake now. But stupid maple is having server check, and i wonder would it take long?

Realised that other than boyfriend, maple and editing blog, my life is so fcking restless can~ Zzz.

So!
Boyfriend's working. No time for me.
Maple's under server check. No maple for me.
Im left with blog. and so i took 1hr plus just to edit one small little potion of my blog. I've change my song to Jolin's new ablum. One of my favourite song. Edited the lyrics as well. Added a related video. all under the same potion and it took me 1 donkey hour. Zzz.

After editing my donkey blog, im left with nothing to do. Havent decide what to do next. shall start thinking once im done with my donkey blogging and sending sms to boyfriend.

Choices to choose from What-should-I-do-next:

Added not long before derr Sims2?
Havent been play for awhile derr Audition?
My favourite Wedding dash ( older vision is diner dash)?
Lame game Fever Fenzy?

Sian. What lesson will i be having if im now in school? What are my girls doing now in class? Is my new teacher fierce or funny? How many didnt make it to school like me? Zzz. Stupid questions!

argh! im off for games. recalling back to what donkey happened just now boils my blood again.
hmmm. come to think of it. My donkey Time-Table is still with ah gong! What time lesson start tomorrow? omg! Donkey question. But who cares! School sux!!

Blast off*

2007-10-17T09:02:00.000+08:00

Ying: Qi. help me tell teacher that i lai ang pain sorry not going to school.

I tried to persuade her then in the end both of us showing attitude. both in the end never go school. haha! how great.

Early in the morning i pissed so many people off and they blame me. what a day to start with.

boyfriend : ( telling him that i not going school because ying not going) you dare you die.

zzz. piss another one off. both my dearest. HAHA! great. great. nothing can be better than pissing people off early in the morning and they blame you. wahaha! this is just so great!
im forever wrong when trying to care. FOREVER WRONG!! no matter to who. to my dearest friend. to boyfriend. to mummy.

what ever lar!

FUCK OFF!!!

in the end im all alone crying here! FUCK!
@$##^$%@&%^*#$% !!!

UNFATHOMABLE
That word describle about me. so hard to fully understand.
Ya! im hard to understand~
Often misunderstand people.
People like me are forever in the wrong, no matter what they do.

Boyfriend,
JiayouS in working~ my luck is still with you so you should be fine.
Sorry for pissing you off early in the morning.
Good luck.

2007-10-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

There goes my one day holiday. Accompany boyfriend to town for his urgent interview. So last min and every is so rush. lols. waited for boyfriend outside the company, hoping to hear good news from him and yes! he did have a good new. one good new and one bad new.

Good new is he can start work tomorrow and the bad new is the working hour is long and im goona miss him like hell. Head back to west mall after boyfriend's interview. had KFC for dinner and then straight to the condo. boyfriend's aunty is coming back to singapore from dont know where and we waited for her. Had a little talk and head back home as tomorrow got school. Got lots of chocolate from boyfriend's aunty.

Think that's all for now~

2007-10-16T03:10:00.000+08:00

--First day of school--

First thing i did today for school is of cause is to get prepared and make sure ying is ready for school too. Getting ying up and making sure that she's going to school with me is my new responsibility for this term as she is now offically in KL(my class). Got my result's back. It disappointed me. i got only 2 for the last semster and the overall is 2.8~

I've to pull up my socks and work harder this semster as this is the last semster ler. First day of the school, so no lessons are conducted. we ended school early and we had our lunch in school. It's good to have ying by my side everytime. And now, we are even in the same class. Days are going to be fun~

Waited for the rain to stop before heading straight to boyfriend derr house. Took a super long "nap" that i felt to weak when i woke up. Ate boyfriend's mummy delicious derr cooking and im strong once again~

Knowing that "qing fa mama, bai ban korkor and hong zhong jiejie" is calling me, i get my gang to have a majong session. Im a da ying jia today. aftermath, headed home with boyfriend and now im installing Sim2 as well as blogging.

Boyfriend's having interview tomorrow and im here to wish boyfriend good luck for his interview and hope that he got some kinda job that he likes.

jiayou jiayou!!

Boyfriend,
giving all my luck to you for tomorrow's interview and hoping to hear some good news from you.
but must remember to give them back to me. wakaka.
anqii loves you!

2007-10-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

NO WAY!
She got it.

It's so hurting. I want it too. im so jealous can~ omg. mummy's right. there's nothing in this world could let me feel satisfied. im a greedy person. everything want for the best. mummy also say, "Even if u own a whole shopping, u wont be satisfied!" well. i just want things for the best. oh lord, just why am i not born with at least a silver spoon. I dont need golds. I just want the things i love.

But for that, im going to look for jobs and start saving for it. one for mummy if possible. will i be possible to be so hardworking and chiong for money? or would i be lazy abit and ask for more time with darling? can i have both of them? the human and the money. like ive said, im greedy.

well. at least i had myself a nice watch that i fall in love with it at the first sight. at least there's something to console myself. at least i've to learn how to be contented.

that's all.

school's starting tomorrow and i hope everything goes well for at least the first day. no, first week, first month? argh. wadever~

Baby,
thank you for the companion for today as well as for the watch.
I love you, baby.
now and forever~

2007-10-14T03:11:00.000+08:00

FUCK!

i got to retype agian and again!!
something's wrong with this lappy.

it's 3.39am, sunday now. couldnt sleep. currently mapling.
having ks war now. rushing to sg map for ks war. omg. anqii just love ks war. wakaka.

missing dear. missing yi. missing ying.

haven been meeting those two bakas since ying started working. but dear is there for me ^^
this coming monday is school reopening day and ying will be joinin my class for the rest of the semster. that's will be great ^^ wakaka!

speaking about school and it remind me that i still got to hunt for the things i needed for school. and darling will be going shopping with me to hunt for the things i need. ^^

baobei darling,
i miss u~
i love you. my love for you will never fade. instead, it will
keep on increase and increase until your world is full of my love ^^
eek! mushy mushy ~
wakaka!
i really love you bryan chua.

ohoh!!
i found this cute little joke in one of my friend's bloggy.
it goes...

What a woman looks like

A woman was walking down the street when she was accosted by a particurlarly dirty and shabby-looking homless woman who asked her for a couple of dollars for dinner.

The woman took out her purse, extracted ten dollars and asked, "if i gove you this money, will you buy a pair of shoes instead of dinner?"

"No, i had to stop buying new shoes years ago," the homeless woman replied.

"Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?" the woman asked.

"No i dont waste time shopping," the homelss woman said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive."

"Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?" the woman asked.

"Are you NUTS!" replied the homless woman. "I havent had my hair cut done in 20 years!"

"Well," said the woman, "Im not going to give you money. Instead, im going to take you out for dinner with my hubby and myself tonight."

The homeless woman was astounded. "Wont your hubby be furious with you for doing that? I know im dirty, and i probably smell pretty disgusting."

The woman replied, "That's okay. It's importand for him to see what a woman looks like after she has given up shopping, hair appointments, and buying new shoes."

2007-10-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

I NEED SOME REFRESHMENTS!!
I SERIOUSLY NEED SOME FUN!!

I NEED MONEY!!
I SERIOUSLY NEED A JOB!!

I WANT SHOPPING!!
GIRLS~ WHERE ARE YOU? IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE WE LAST SHOP TOGETHER!

I dont know what's life going to be like when boy starts to work.
Im afraid, but im not going to let him worry about me.
I just hope everything's going smooth and fine for him.
Get the job he likes, he's happy, im happy.

Working hard together to archieve our dreams in future is about to unfold.
I know it's going to be hard and maybe a little suffering but i know we can because i have confident in us.

Baby,
it's going to be a little hard on you because you've got to feed me until im graduate from ITE.
And for that, i promised i'll do my best to get into poLy.
After math, we work hard for our dreams together.
I Love yOu

new blog skins

2007-10-04T19:46:00.002+08:00

BLOGGER: ZHOUANQII
FEELING: SAD

SO NEAR YET SO FAR
IT'S TOO HEAVY FOR ME TO CARRY
AND I CAN NEVER CATCH UP WITH YOU
ARE WE REALLY DRIFTING APART?

why?
why am i so stupid?
how can i make him understand what im trying to say?

We can quarrel almost anything. Even if its a simple little thing. Things aint going the way i want to. I guess bad luck is knocking on my door. Theres nothing i do can be correct especially with this kinda fking attitude ive got. He's always the one who sacrifice for me. Hes the one whos always do things the way i want and the way i wish. Hes the one whos pampered me all the times.

Way too heavy~

HAHAS! normally when you read others blog, they will complain about how people mistreat them. How people get ill-treated by who and who. I guess im the only one that post this kinda post.

That's one thing.
Another thing is my result.

My darlings are bombarding me about hows my result. Hahas. I told them i forgot my password and i got to wait til school reopen and get a new password from our new CA. Well, frankly speaking. The reason why is because im so afraid to check on my result after knowing that all my darlings scored quite well and resulting me to forget my password.

Im afraid that i might be disappoint my boy. He spends so much time and energy teaching me and yet...

Anyway, im always disappointing him. wakakas ^^

ohya. At least i've done somthing today that i feel im happy with. It might be abit late but who cares.

Introducing my new blogskins ^^
Say byebye to the old one
And welcome the new one

That's all for now

26hours without u ><

2007-09-16T07:30:00.000+08:00

blogger : BryaN
time now : 0730am
time seperated : 26hours
feeling : TERRIBLE!

its been 26hours without you.
feeling so terribly lonely.

sleeping alone
eating alone
huhu-ing alone
watchin tv alone
staring into e ceiling wondering whether ure thinkin of me too

know something
i felt so terrible when u cried dat day
how i wished i had went with u
i wouldnt have to bear with this loneliness

faster come back
n meet me up e moment ure back
i wan to give u a hug
n give u a ever-lastin kiss

i wan to huhu with u
i wan to eat with u
i wan to crap with u
i wan u to lie bside me
i wan u to sayang me to slp
i wan to watch u slping
i wan to look at u

i simple jus wan u beside me!
i miss u my dear.. ><

2007-09-11T12:42:00.000+08:00

Things is going to be very different after my exams are over.I'll be the most lonely girl in the world,darling has already ORD and he's busying looking for jobs.If it hasn't bee for my exam, i guess he wouldn't have enough time for me.Just like what he said in the past.

ive change.No longer the anqii that used to be everything is him.But when i start to change for the better.he's going to work.

we aint that close like we used to be.And i can confirm that it's really different because ying can see te difference.

I know he's going to work is for our better future.I understand.But i keep having this werid feeling.Neglected.The only word i can find to describle my feeling.It's no longer the same like we used to be.Super glue.

Now? non-stick sticker.

zzz

2007-09-02T14:56:00.000+08:00

SMOKA!!!

Haven been updating my blog for so long long long time ler.So im back for some posting.ya! ^^

Went to watch the movie,1408.Well, it's a must-watch show.

9.5 over 10

it should be 10/10.But i gave the movie 9.5 is because i kena scare -.-

ohwell~ it's not a ghost movie...How should i say? horror? ya. abit

hmmm. i just briefly type out what is the movie about and as for the rest...

go watch yourself!

alright.here it goes...

There's this guy, mike einsten, who is a ghost-story writter.He goes around the world and experienced those so-call haunted places and write them into a story book.

Then one day, while he was browsing through all the letters that other send to him, he came across this post card. " Do not enter 1408" is what it's written on it.

Well, it did interest him, so he decided to go the the hotel,Dolphin and stay in 1408.

Then strange things happened...
People who stay in 1408 doesnt get to live more than an hour...

okie! that's it... what exactly happened in 1408 is for me to know and for you to find out...

ah choo~ !!!
gosh.Im down with flu...
guess that all for the day.

2007-08-24T12:25:00.000+08:00

new targetted phone!

keke

im coming for euu~

___________________________________

arh.

im in the majong mood!!!

any lobang?

2007-08-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

Finally !!

zzz

First of all...

Let me vent out my anger

$%^&*&%$# !!!!!

tmd~

This pathetic computer in my school can be real sucks to hell

So $%^&* SLOW can?!

okie.im done

_____________________________________________

2 days...

Starting from today til tomorrow...

This pathetic-ly 2 days, i couldn't meet my darling...

He's out to work...

And pathetic-ly doing the #$%^# roleplay of some bad guys on ship...

Well. i cant denied he's the best... ^^

That's why he's the best candidate...

keke.

okie.

Singapore lang buay sai por...

better dun praise him too much else he'll fly away...

Currently in school...

Lesson ends as soon as my group of girls finished our presentation...

Talking about presentation, i've completed two projects including presentation and exams are around the corner...

I guess i've got start mugging with my studies ler...

alright.Time's up~

gtg~~

tata

2007-08-19T13:24:00.000+08:00

Sore throat for weeks.
I wanna get it healed immediatly !!

okie!
Enough of all this holy shit.

And yes...

Finally, i've got some pleasant posts here to update~
Let's get started from Friday's post!!

Friday

Not knowing where to go but insisted on going out, the perfect couple headed straight to west coast after making decision out of so many choices.Lying down on the rocks and looking at the stars makes me realised that going out with my darling, even it's just looking at the stars and crapping away can be so xinfu too.After which,both of us headed to CCK to meet up with huiyi and her boyfriend,fred.Pool-ed for awhile and we went to fred house for privated movie show, Silent Dead.Then we had a super nice supper before we all went in to la la land together.

Saturday

HA! it's the best day ever!! Headed to city hall and meet up with huiying and her boyfriend, edwin for fireworks show right next to the esplande.

hahas.i'll let the pictures do the talking.

Millions of people were there to see the fireworks!

Flooding with humans in process~

This is why Devil hates human -.-

And this is how devil steal a human's heart

And they live happily ever after

The Twin Devil Sister

CAught snap by human

i just love her so much

2007-08-17T14:22:00.000+08:00

"Actually all along i always feel you were changing..

From a long time ago i started to felt you no longer in that period of honeymoon..

there's too many thing you have to care..

Money

Fren

School work

Job

even MAPLE?!

Kinda differnet from the start where everything is about me..

But this is life, i can understand.

Then there's alot of things i have to worry too.

My work

Life about ORD

Your illness

Your studies

How to get more money"

The abrove message is from dar.

I didnt know that i've changed so much.

Recalling the past... indeed, everything is about him, him and only him

But now. We quarrel everyday about anything and i started to change.

Have to care about this and that. And like he said, even Maple...

I need to do some thinking.

Deep thinking.

... ... ...

i realised that it's been dont-know-how-long since i had a pleasant post talking about us, going where to have fun and what did we do...

i've changed.

i know.

Life is going to be alot more different when he's ORD-ed(Ops Ready Date)

Im just so afraid when that day arrived.

hais. iie lurve euu

2007-08-16T07:20:00.000+08:00

Everyday without fail

Attitude him

Disappoint him

Everything and everything is so not RIGHT ever since know-when.

A few weeks ago?

Ying was right.we meet everyday,quarrel everyday.

And it's all my fault.What is wrong with me?i'm so tired.

Body almost couldn't take it anymore.I need a rest.

Yes.

A long long rest.

Hoping all these would become my nightmare and when i woke up,

everyting's fine once again.

Stress.

Relationship

Family-ship

Money problem

i seriously need some chilling.Any suggestions?

Clubbing?

Slacking with my cutie pies?

Pubbing?

Shopping?!

gosh!

Point is...

I need money!

No money No talk!

ya!

that's it.No money No talk~

Money!!

Yes U...

Hand over the money, you dumb dumb!!!

hais.Why aint i'm born with a golden spoon? Then i wouldn't have to be troubled by the problem, MONEY!!!

arg.

one more complaint and im done.

washing dishes...

TMD~

i just hate doing chores.

HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT

if i were to have a home.

And so unlucky, no money for maidSss...

Everthing is going to be disposable!!

Plates,Cups,Spoons.

Anything and Everything~

Then i can say byebye to chores!!

arg.Time for school.Attendance is real bad and i have to pull up my socks in improving my attendance.Ying too.

Let's work hard together,girl

3 Cheers for both problemantic girl !!!

JIAYOU ^^

PS: lastly, darling...forgive me for what i did. im always the one hurting you and you are always the one that forgives me ever i hurt you so fucking deep. im goona changed. i swear with my life... i love you dar~

2007-08-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

No Appetite to eat.
Sick.
Alone.

anqii hates to be alone when she sick.
puii!

Went to the place where i used to go whenever im down.
Not much stars today.
Sky was clear.
Quite peaceful.
The only thing that i didnt like was im there alone.

Intend to stay there until morning since i have nothing to do but some idiots came over and disturb.
FUCK them to hell~

Walking alone while drinking your favourite was kinda good.
Received his sms.

Happy.
Wanted so much to see hear his voice.

But~

Sore throat.

Cough.

Headache.

*baluku on my head!*

2007-08-10T04:39:00.000+08:00

Disappointed.
Followed by Attitude Problem.
Refused to reply his sms.

Speaking of National Day,first thing that comes in mind for couple is fireworks.
And speaking of fireworks,this is the first time i watched fireworks on tv.
Yes.
Pathetic-ly alone.

Then something flash through my mind.
The first time i enjoy watching firework was with kevin.
Recalling back to the past.
How he used to hold onto my hands tightly when the crowd roared.
How he gently kissed my forehead and say he love me.

I cried.
How i wish it would happen again but with bryan this time.
But it ended up that i was the pathetic one watching NDP alone at home.
I missed him but refused to reply his sms.

Met up with my crazy girls and fred came along.
All those crapping brighten up my day a little.
But i couldnt get bryan off my mind.
And so i hugged ying and cried.

Happy to received his sms but still refused to reply.
Until he called, disappointed again.

2007-08-06T00:33:00.000+08:00

BOO!

It's our 100th day anniversary...
Gonna catch a moive with dar on tuesday for celebration..
Simple dating but i like...
Looking forward to tuesday...

i love you darling!
Muacks...

2007-08-02T14:13:00.000+08:00

Sick.Sick.Sick

Im living in a house that contain full of different virus.

Every of my darling is sick.Including my laogong.
Ying caught a seriously powerful virus and has successfully passed the virus to everyone of us.Just by one lil slip of water from that same bottle and it's making us coughing like nobody business.And it's not an easy-kill virus that just be cured just by drinking medi.Totally no use -.-

Gave school a missed AGAIN and it's the 3rd day of the week.My attendance will be like freaking low-percentage.Debar form is waiting for me ._.

Vomitted 3 times in 1 hour >.>

Will be heading to amk with my full-of-virus darlings for a walk.Well,better than staying at home doing nothing.It's been dont know how donkey long since i last shop for my favourite.Hopefully,we'll have fun and take lotsa pictures.

Three cheers for SHOPPING!
yiip yiip horray!
yiip yiip horray!
yiip yiip horray!
*gone

2007-07-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

OH!
I want a fairy that makes wishes come true.

I want new HP.
I want more tops.
I want more shoes.
I want more bottoms.
I want to dye my hair.
I want more accessories.
I want adidas new watch.(but i cant find the one that i want)

I've got so many wishes to make.

If a fairy were to grant me one wish,just one wish.

I'll wish to be with bryan chua forever!

2007-07-28T17:00:00.000+08:00

B
O
R
E
D

BORED!

BORED!BORED!!

IM SO BORED!!!

I NEED SOME FUN PLEASE!!!!

2007-07-27T11:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!
Went to catch the movie 'Alone' last night together with my darling at JP.

6/10.Kinda scary.

for the both of us.

i just love you de lar!><

on the way back in bus.

A lil message to my dearest lao tou zi~

Thank you for being there when i need you most.
Thank you for giving me the chance to love you.
Thank you for loving me so much as well.
Thank you for the understanding.

I'm not very good with words but what im trying to say is nothing but truth.Deep down from my heart.

dar,this is the first time i put in so much love in a relationship.It's too deep to use any words to describle.I just love you so much that i can do anything for you.Anything.It's our 3 months anniversary.Let's work together for the 4th months,5th months,6th months and so on til we grow old and finally our heart stop beating.

Im really very happy when im with you.Even its just staying beside you watching you.As long as you are beside me,i had nobody else in my eyes but you.You are my everything.My love for you can never use words to describle~

And for that, im goona shower you with my love like a storm.Im goona make sure you are the most 'XinFu derr nan ren' in this world.I love you darling!

2007-07-22T23:57:00.000+08:00

BOO!
Went to the CSC that located right next to my house with dar ying and kel.
Had the curry chicken rice there.
People out there who loves curry chicken rice should try.
One word to describle
FANTASTIC
We went there to eat for 3 days in a row.OMG!
Thinking of that makes me drool~
><
Then we play arcade,DDR.Was laughing and shouting crazily with ying in the arcade as if we are the only ones there.Followed by pool,alright.Let the photos do the talking for the pool sessions.

Trying hard to aim...

We just love taking photo with each other...

oh! oh! that's my handsome...

That's kel's back view...he's trying to get the ball into the hole...

And it's my dar's turn to show his power!

isn't he cool? omg

so hardworking ar?! practicing at the next table~

im hardworking too!

It's showtime!

if this black ball gets into the hole.who wil the winner be? take a look! it's me!!

drew this on my dar's hand when i got nothing to do at my house downstair...

Lastly,he surprise me by this supper.i love him der nah~

After that, we had a lil rest below my house downstair and something serious happened.I shall not mention it here as it does not benefits me.But i do hope that particular person knows what to do in future.

I think it is wise to think before you say or do something.
Im not angry with that particular person or what but to let you peeps out there know that if you peeps did anything that seriously affect my BRYAN, i will not hesitate to ruin that person's face or maybe his/her father/mother day.I mean what i say.DONT TRY ME.

A lil message to my Dar:

I dont know why but i get so agitated when someone out there accidently/trying to hurt you.I swear i'll ruin that person's face if they do that.omg lar!im so crazy over you.I just love you so much so much.Let's work together for our goals and we'll be blessed in future and i know we can do it!Thank you for making my life so colour and interesting each day.Alas, thanks for the supper.

2007-07-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

Same thing happened between me and mummy again.
It has always been the same old thing happening again and again~
Without fail.And the reasons behind it was what i like to do,she disagreed.
What she want me to do,i strongly dislike it.

Why cant my family be some other's family.All i need was a family.Not a broken family.Sometime,when i look around me,i tend to get jealous about my friends.

Well, u see.They do have what they call 'Family Day' every week,and it is something that my family does not have it ever since i had my first look at this world.Their family just look so much different from my family.

Papa never dote or pamper her daughters but son.
7 years later after he get sick of having 2 daughters,mummy pop out a little brother.

Then things started to change for the worst when i get into secondary school.
For several nights,we would be awaken by screaming and shouting.

Things like this goes on for many years.Then mummy move out.And resulting all of us lives in our own world.Do our own things.pathetic right?!

gosh~I've got no mood to say anymore.Fuck it upside down!

I NEED SOME FRESH AIR!!!

2007-07-20T11:58:00.001+08:00

First of all...

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER!!
^^

Had a little chat with my sister before we went to bed.She told me how sweet her boyfriend is by sending flowers and bear to out doorsteps.Sweet right?!

Sending flowers to our doorsteps isnt the first time ler.I remember the first time fals on a boring sunday when papa wake us up early in the morning to join him for breakfast.Then my sister and i headed home without papa,just when we step out of the lift,we saw a man taking a bouquet of flowers waiting outside our door.Then we realised that it was my sister derr boyfriend's idea.Real flowers for the first time and the second time which is one day before my sister birthday,fake flower that came along with a bear.

I like the fake flowers lor!
><

TMD!
Something's wrong with the blogger.
I cant changed the colour and do some changing~
arg~

2007-07-18T11:39:00.000+08:00

Wo derr Si Qi Dao Ler
(This is the end of my life)

The day that i fear most has finally come.I always believe that im a lucky girl and that this kinda thing wont happen on me EVEN THROUGH it's a very common thing.Some said it's a scary thing that happen on EVERYONE.Some say "ohh~ only luckies get away with it"

Well, i guess im not the lucky ones after all.Can you guess what is it?

WISDOM TOOTH!!!

i realised that i've got an extra tooth growing out yesterday morning!I asked one of my girlfriends 'where do wisdom tooth normal grow?' Well, they said iy normally grows on the very end of the set of your teeth(if you notice, your tongue is able to reach the very end of your last tooth and there's a gap there)That is the place where wisdom tooth grows.

Im scare of pain.I hope that doesnt hurt with it's fully grown.I hope i dont have to go to the dentist to have my tooth taken out.I have problem with my jaw.It would be hell if i have to go to the dentist and have my wisdom tooth taken out.

I DONT WANT!

And it cost a bomb!omg~ why is it have to be me? Why am i not the lucky ones? What should i do?

2007-07-16T00:49:00.000+08:00

It's not the same as before.

Changed.

I used to walk beside him, holding hands together and chat away happily like nobody business.
And now, im walking alone behind him, watching his back and wonder what is it that has gone wrong.

Did i do something wrong or things that he dont like?
I asked myself.

So lonely.

Conversation between us is getting lesser each and everyday.
Losing his attention.

And finally, i realised that im a small girl to him.
A small girl that he wish to take care of.
Only take care?
I dont know.

2007-07-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

Back for blogging~

Am so lazy to blog.Currently playing a new game installed by my sister,FishTycoon.Well, it's about feeding and breeding different kinda fishes, if you are lucky enough, you may get some magic breeds fishes.You get to see many weird and cute fishes when you did lotsa breeds.

All this playing makes me so lazy to post an entry.I just feel like watching the fishes grow up and become a different look from it's parent.you even get to sell the fishes you breed and earn money to upgrade your fish tank or medi for the fishes when they are ill.

ok! enough of the fishy game.

Managed to catch Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (sneak preview) with my gangs at Cine.

Had Subway for dinner and did some shopping before it's time for the show and dar brought me a hearty shape necklace and i love it alot.Thanks dar!

2007-07-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

BOO!

Im back for blogging.Alot of things happened during the days that i have not blogged and i shall not post it down here cause it's not a good memory.Well, since im back for blogging, of cause im here to post something pleasant.HAHAS ><

Went back to my volleyball training and realised that my skill only drop abit.Kena surprise because i haven been touching the ball ever since the second day of volleyball competition which was dont-know-how-many days ler.Had a lil chat with my girlfriend and coach too.

Hmmm.Holidays is ending soon and i'll be back in school in no time.haven been to anywhere ever since i had my hair cut because it's ugly! puii~

And that makes me a lil sad that this is how i pass my holidays.hais.i wanna go shopping.

Had a suddenly urge to do pedicure.OMG!hais.never mind.

ohya! my sister introduce me a super lame der bunny game.But it's kinda challenging.hahas.it's nice! while playing this kinda game, i realised that one of my girlfriend,ah gong, likes this kinda lame game.i shall introduce this game to her when school reopen.hahas ><

Hmmm.talking about ah gong, she went to malaysia to stay for a few days and even brought us something.am looking forward to know what is it that she brought for us.Hahas.Well, you peeps know that anqii loves surprises.Dont you? ><

alright~ here's the picture as well as the link for the game.

P.S: iif euu guys out dere are boring and has nth tuu do, try out dis lamest game iie ever play.it's nice!

P.S.S:http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/bells.htm

see the bunny? make the bunny jump on the bells to make it go higher.

Look at the red square box.it's a birdy inside.if your bunny touches the birdy,it doubles up your point.

And look~ that my point.in case it's too small for you to see.it's says 33310.try to beat my point?